all those years living in a blur, all that time never truly seeing
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
haiz...i dun understand y thins r so complicated...wats wrong wif havin gd GAL frens? noe..its gd enuf tat i DUN hav a guy-gd-fren..u all dun lyk us havin bfs rite? so yahh..i dun hav rite? so wats de prob now..? havin gal frens oso muz fan dui? i lyk spendin tym wif my frens...i lyk showin care n concern for them..i dun tink its a waste of tym okae.. :( everyone has problems lor..wen i hav probs i oso go to them wat....its a "i help u, u help mii" kinda thin..? n i tot u were startin to understand mii...now i noe u actualli dun realli understand mii.....
n i dun understand y those obstacles havta b tere...sumtyms i realli jux wanna end everythin..(dun wu hui hor..) end as in...settle..as in..ahh..wadeva it is..dun xiang wai...xP bt..i noe its impossible de..noe..sumtyms u jux gt so drained out...bt hav sumone tere for u~ frens esp~ makes u feel lyk at least teres sumone hu cares...cant all these obstacle thingys jux go away..everyday wen u start off all brand new..n fresh..n den..after tat u always gt affected by sum msg.....early in de mornin....its realli tired-rin to go on liddat..esp wen it cums backs hauntin u...i hate it...wats more is wen u dunnoe wat to do, already lost...den u hav to constantly.........argh..im tired already..T.T is lyk..every day oso hav uncertainty..sooner or later i wil end up lyk lina..in a bad way..
can u stp interferin wif my personnal life? lyk..my frenships..? stp sayin bout them infront of mii can..
♥i'll always remember you
@ 12:59 PM
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MANDA
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