all those years living in a blur, all that time never truly seeing
Monday, September 03, 2007
hellos!! back frm Hi Cal camp lo~ x) missed mii anyone..? haha..i missed u too sandy! i noe u missed mii lahh xP..hahaha..anw..i missed my babies..my hammie babies..^.^..they now can walk up n down le!! even can eat solid food le!! so adorable..^.^..esp de pudding..awww..~ so cute lahh his/her brown fur..~ n those small lil eyes~ ahh~ I LOVE THEM! ^.^
okaes..1stly,, dun bother askin mii out..im grounded..>.<"..WHY? results lorr wat else.."..tell ur frens u cant go out tis wk..." "orhh.."..-.-''..diaox...haiz.."..why cant i go out har har?" hahaha..imagine i say tat sia..haha..bt yeahh..its okae..i noe its my fault for nt studyin hard enuf..deserve it..im toleratin everythin~..she has her own probs mahh..so muz giv in..bt i realli cant stand de way she treats mii okae..IS NT AS IF IM A ROBOT OKAE..n IM NT A DOG..stop orderin mii ard..u dun understand mii AT ALL..de way u tok jux discourages mii even more..every word u say jux shoots mii rite inside n jux brings my morale lower n lower..i dun wanna hear u speak or read ur msgs anymore.. =( hu say i wanna be nurse..hu cares bout u appreciatin them anot..I DUN CARE A SINGLE BIT..COZ I DUN WANN BE A NURSE! so stop it..i hate de way ure treatin mii..its as if i cant make it anymore.everythin u say n do now jux gives mii ONE sentence.."u cant make it" SO SHUTTUP..!! T.T
OKAES! Hi Cal Camp! hmm..wat can i say..regrets..? lets c..mayb a lil..*roll eyes*..regret coz de program was average nia.. =/ haha..bt coz de instructors were funn..so its alrite lahh on de whole.. =) i was in grp 2..BALLS! haha..why tat kinda name..? ask de golf ball.. xD it was partly de instructor's idea de lahh..hahaha..so FIRST DAY..grp tym~ hmm..okaes lahh..dunnid much ice breakin..coz i noie most of tem~ ^.^"..ermm lets c..tere was heather,,huiyun,,alicia,,jacelyn,,2 sec2 gals,,one sec2 guy,,terence,,sean,,darren n mii~...okaes..yahh..it was shockin news wen i heard my grpin haha..den..mich dear was in GRP 4 AGAINN!!! AMAZIN..! bt siann wasnt same grp as her.. =( *SOBS*..zzzs..anw..de game in de nite was funn~ de big dunnoe wat thin..hahaha..okaes..dunnoe how to describe..bt it was funn x)
next..nite tym~ whee heex! my fav part of camps!!! xD SLEEPIN TYM xD..haha..well at least at nite can feng wif mich..^.^..or else i sure regret cumin for tis camp..go for her den cant spend tym wif her wats de pt..? xP so oh well..hahaha..i din roll tis tym!!!! bt i banged my head 3 tyms on de ground..T.T..dunnoe how either..twice on de back of de head..once on forehead..well~ guess sumthins always happen to mii at nite durin camps de bahh? xD..
anyway..tat nite was funn..we stayed up til 3plus..? haha..went down to "toilet"..end up sittin tere finding hairclips yakkin~ hahaha..den *blink blink* went de lights..which i din c~ n we rushed up to our bunks xD..oh oh! its air-coned worrr!! i almost freezed de 2nd nite..^^"..hid my whole self under sleepin bag..hehx..^.^" anw..lurve camp nites wif mich dear =) though..de 2nd nite..din manage to make it in tym to spend it wif her.. =( STUPID DUMB PROJECT GRRS!!!! oh 2nd nite de game was funn too!! ^.^..de candle light one..haha..nt bad lahh~ TEAM BONDIN! x) ..anw..overall okae lahh~ quite fun~ for my grp.. xP..BALLS RAWK! =)
n i love tis new song..it gives mii encouragement NOT LYK U! hmpphhs.. no, i wun give up.. no, i wun break down.. sooner den it seems life turns ard.. n i will b strong even if it all goes wrong... n wen im standin in de dark i will still believe..
..lovestiggie x3
♥i'll always remember you
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MANDA
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