I LOVE SANSAN!! ^.^
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING TODAY, YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE.. :D
LAST TUESDAY, one day before PHYS Os,
woke up early just to go study with someone~
bt left de library aft two hours or so..~ ^.^"
den smsed somebody else, coz was bored xP
and realised she was in sch consulting mr tan on phys..
which i almost FLEW tere~ but was too lazy in de end..haha
and almost went to eat with her coz she was starving..haha.. but din coz i din see her msg in tym.. so wasted!!! or else cld have a lunch partner to eat with tat day =(
but im glad tat she still pei me talk til at nite, even though she was pretty busy busy =)
NEXT DAY, PHYS EXAM!
tat somebody said we cld go find mr law tan to teach b4 exam starts..~
but sansan ended up goin sch herself.. coz i cldnt go down early xP
and i almost took a taxi to FLY to sch to pei her :D
but just tat thought got me a kiss frm her..WAHAHA!
cant rmb why she owed me TWO in de end though~ hahaha.. xP
and and and everythin we asked law tan to teach, 80% came out in de paper ^.^
which was a great help to me, coz i finally have confidence tat ill pass phys =)
and the fact tat she was tere pei-in me talk frm de day b4 phys all de way til we met in sch,
really helped to feel more confident and more secure
*smiles*
thanks so so so much sansan :) :)
den at nite she even volunteered make cookies for me,
though they werent lip shape lyk i wanted =( hahaha.. :P
and and we talked til 1plus, 2..~ coz i cldnt sleep.. its nice havin somebody tere almost 24hrs..~ =)
den FRIDAY, b4 bio paper~
sandy made a rush trip to my hse coz i was too scared to be home alone =(
yahh quite SHI BAI, but i guess its wat they call insecure too xP
so i welcomed her in my PJs.. hahahaha..
and we went sch together aft tat =)
IM GLAD we live just one big street away from each other =)
i was touched by her willingness to come lor xP
coz she was always LAZY lyk me..~ but she actually said okae de moment i asked xP
THANK YOU LOTS LOTS!! x333
and aft bio paper,
we last minute decided to go j8 to eat zi ma hu =)
and i treated her zi ma hu and mango pamelo thingy to thank her :D
hahahaha..~ and we also walk walked ard j8 aft tat =)
and halfway, sansan suddenly turned and said, "HAPPY HALLOWEEN!"
which shocked me GREATLY..coz it was SOOOO RANDOM?! xDDD
but i laughed non stop at her aft tat..coz she looked stupid too..hahahaha..
but ohwell~ she was de 1st to wish me happy halloween anw..~ nice nice..haha..
DEN, we went library tere to get prima deli cake to fulfil crazy sandra's cravings -.-
but it closed down..HAHAHAHAH!! so funny lor.. lyk so JACK xP
in de end we went to buy BBT !!
and aft all these days, i only now realise sandy can make a serious advisor too xP
ohwell, i think only now she finally matured to make sense of her advices..hahahaha! ^x^
but de most memorable sentence she said was tat she'll remain single for me..to pei me..~
awwww..~ i was shocked and touched.. but i laughed aft tat, coz it was kinda dumb too xP
OH this is my new fave bestfren bear =)
its a GENUINE FOREVER FRIEND BEAR!! so lovely and cute lor..
i love my tutor for givin me this ^.^
though its a lil too tiny for huggin =(
tats why i hinted qihui and sandy i wan a BIGBIG soft toy to hug, for christmas..hahahahah xP
though aft tat i told sandy i wanted somethin else coz she was reluctant to get tat BIG green apple-faced soft toy in action city for christmas =(
though i think i'll love to have a gigantic forever friend bearbear ^.^
coz i still think only tat brand of bears are cute.. the rest all have a sian,pathetic look ^x^
ALL IN ALL,
i just wanna tell S-S, (SanSan), :D
theres no need to stay single for my sake de =)
coz i know, i believe, that you'll always be there for me even if you ever get attached,
i know nothing will ever change even if we both get married one day xP
and i know, that no matter what, we'll always keep in contact, and we'll always be hanging out,
coz you make the nicest best friend, anyone cld have..
and its been the nice having you forever here for me..~
so believe me, i promise i'll always and forever be tere for you too.. =)
LOVE YOU!
and, on saturday.. i guess i was the meanest best friend anyone cld have.. =(
i guess i was too selfish.. expecting too much from you..
i was so rash, that i said so many nasty stuff..
i even wanted to end a 2yr plus friendship just like tat..
tat was why i didnt care what i was sayin in de smses...
but aft some advices here and tere, lookin thru the black bk,
and aft havin those scary and insecure dreams, =(
i realised i shld hav been nicer, i shld hav been softer, and nt so nasty and cold..
i realised it was impossible to give up a best friend just like that,
its never the same without you..
and i wanted to meet you to tell you.. that i din mean to hurt you with those stuff i said..
and i wanted to tell you...
i just wanted everything to go back to the way they were..
and i really still wanted to watch hsm 3 with you..
but i guess whatever's done is done..~ even if apologise, also wont help anything le..
and maybe nothing will be the same le..
but you'll always be that special best friend, and no one will be able to replace that
i'll really love to spend ur next yr bday with you,
spend the 88th and 101st mth with you, and go japan when we're 21,
and the sms i 'made' for you, the one tat you cldnt see ur name,
i really meant it.. and it was made especially for you de..
i din send it to anyone else besides you..
manda loves you..
ohwell, guess tats all i feel lyk sayin xP
tats all for today, ONE MORE WEEK PLUS and Os will be OVER =)
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