i realised my posts are gettin lyk more and more random, more and more borin
and more & more rant-like.. :(
but i dunnoe, i think i get pissed or upset more easily nowadays
partially because im stil nt coping well in my studies
and the fact tat my mum is always in a bad mood nowadays
take last friday for example
i actually got so super fed up with my mum, i scolded her freak behind her back
not letting me out, controling me lyk im some sec 2 kid is irritatin enough,
giving me pathetic stupid reasons made it worse, and the fact tat she used my BEST FRENS' NAMES MADE IT SUPER PISSING
i dun lyk it when she use my frens' names for bad exmaples, nt to mention my bestfrens' names
and i dun lyk being controlled, or being TOLD to study by HER
or being THREATENED, "if u dun pass/dun ace, see whether i....." wth i hate tat la
AND
i dun understand why she must keep EMPHASISING tat im in jc and others' are all in poly
why must she generalise tat poly ppl are free?
shes makin it sound lyk shes discriminatin polys
and wth, it really made me regret choosin jc for tat very second
SO wat ?
she means is tat if i go poly she'll let me go out everyday? is tat wat its supposed to mean?
and LOCKING me at home,FORCING me to study is ridiculous, its useless
after knowing me for 17 yrs, she still doesnt know tat when im in NO mood to study
I WONT ABSORB AS EFFICIENTLY
so in de end? i read thru econs notes on sat, bt today i realise i din absorb anything =.=
AND i wanted to study econs
today, and do maths tutorial
but becoz of stupid maid crisis issues
AGAINim freakin pissed and upset
i dun understand why my mum always forever making the same mistakes of beliving EVERYONE cept her own daughters and her own maid
its so ironic and illogical?
and everything's so complicated BECOZ OF RUMOURS
wth is up with peoples' BIG MOUTHS?!
why cant everyone just shut up
and keep their big fat lies to themselves,
it'll definitely make the world a much better place
i hate backstabbers and slanderers
I DESPISE AND DETEST people who cant stop making false accusations and false stories on the innocent
totally despise themone day if i become a high ranked minister or any law related job,
i'll make a law tat
punishes SLANDERERS GREATLYthe slanderer who caused this big hoo-ha on my family is a bi*tc*why cant problems go away as fast as they come?
♥i'll always remember you
@ 9:42 PM
