too much staying at home is making me a dull manda :(
i have been either havin tuition, doing math, recallin organic chem structurs or watching tv or playin games on the com..
the oni ppl i talk to are my maid, my family and bellbell and random ppl who sms now and then..
GOODNESS,
I FEEL SO NO LIFE ! omgosh..
i miss having a proper social life lyk last time :(
YET, i cant go out.. coz everytime i go out, i'll play another few days before i settle down and study :(
and although common test wil be over in one week's time,
prelims will be comin up in about 2 months?
and aft prelims? A levels alr.. GOSH.. means another 4-5months of NO LIFE *CRY*
have anyone even like thought for a second, why do we mug?
im sure everyone does.. and answer is always "FOR A BETTER FUTURE" , "HAVE A GOOD DEGREE FROM UNI, GET A GOOD JOB, HIGH PAY" blablabla....
BUT, i realised we are always lyk mugging for a future with MORE MUGGING, THE MORE WE MUG, THE MORE OUR FUTURE GETS TOUGHER
in pri sch, we study to go gd sec sch
if we get into a good sch they'll make us study lyk hell (EG. MY SISTER xD)
and den sec sch we study for O levels to go JC
AND JC IS THE TOUGHER PATH..
den JC we study for A levels to go UNI
AND UNI IS WHERE WE MUG AGAIN....
WE MUG FOR UNI.... get a gd degree, choose the most high paying job
and those jobs are the ones that give us a hardest times.. (doctors, lawyers blabla)
SEE MY POINT? we are lyk forever chasing a future that is gonna give us a tougher life
i tink its so meaningless -.-
LIFE IS STUPID..
cant stand it anymore =.=
WHEN? WHEN IS THE END OF THE WORLD COMING???!!!!
though...it better nt come when im havin A levels -.-
or else it would mean i wasted my time studyin and havin no life for nothin xD
GET ME OUTTA HERE!! *SCREAMS!!!!!*
:(
♥i'll always remember you
@ 8:49 PM
