life's just a pack of big fat lies
got back all prelim papers alr.. bt i din dare show any to my rents.. zzz
and i think if i get these results for Os.. im gonna just kill myself xP
ANW..
last last last saturday..
celebrated moon cake festival with my relatives.. or maybe.. just with sis and cousins lahh xP
kinda enjoyed myself coz its been so long since we had family gatherings.. =)
BUT one sadd thing is i didnt get to form shapes with candles lyk other yrs =(
all we did wif candles were to protect its flames to light up our lil cousins' lanterns,
and sparklers..
i was lookin forward to makin different shapes lor =(
but the wind was too strong too anw.. ~

but playin with sparklers was just as fun bahh (:
and sophia looked dumb holdin her electronic lantern xP
and her excuse was becoz our little cousin cldnt hold two lanterns at de same tym.. LOL
den she even asked ppl to video her poppin de popper..
which i personally admit, im scared of those xP
so yahh, kinda brave lahh compared to me.. xP
but next year, im so gonna make sure im gonna play with candles PROPERLY!!!
but maybe i'll reconsider playin with lanterns.. hahahaha xP

AND ive been studyin!! ^x^
see my mantou/bao pei-in me all the while,*touched* my new best friend :D LOL..
it cheered me up coz i squeezed it to relieve myself frm tiredness and i laughed when i saw its stupid look xP
good stress relieve bun! hahaha..
and it was given by char siew bao for my bday.. glad she gave this it to me sia.. xP
& okaes fineee, i din nt exactly study.. ive been doin more phys though tats for sure! ^.^
but no point lor.. do alr also dun understand my mistakes and no one to ask.. -.-
my tutor wun have so much tym to go thru with me =(
and plus she needs to spend tym on chem too =(
so maybe i shld just give phys up suan le -.-
mite as well concentrate on my chem which everyone tot i was gd at.. =(
yahh...i tot i cld leave my chem alone and study phys for prelims..
who noes.. my chem isnt tat independent afterall -.-
and after studyin for phys also E8 WATS DE POINT?! -.-

on to happy stuff xP
lyk my maid always tell me, we must always find happy moments to rely on to pick ourselves up frm unhappy moments =)
tats de reason why i put up tat photo of me and my buddy agn xP
coz we really look happy in tere =) (i think tats de most sincere smile i ever saw frm myself xP)
and i really hope we will be when we go back to sch next yr, feb...
ANW,
these few days had been relievin past hobbies xP
maybe coz school's endin.. as in REALLY ENDING.. GRADUATING..
in ONE AND HALF WEEK =(
and when rach said tat we shld all take more photos these two weeks,
i suddenly felt lyk i dun wanna leave xP
ytd, i suggested to go thinking bench to sandy..~
my reason to her was becoz i dun wanna go home yet..
but i guess partly was becoz i missed thinkin bench alr...
so we went to chicken rice stall 1st whr i watched her EAT -.-
den went to sit at de bench and yakked..~
and she even pulled me across de roads to send her home lor!
i think one day we both are gonna just DIE on de roads...hahahaha
den today, i suggested to go j8 to eat zi ma hu... xP
partly coz i wanna eat somethin warm and nice..
bt partly coz i miss eatin it also...
and yupps we did go eat it =)
and took cab home lyk i wanted ^.^
tats why i say, THANKS SAN FOR ALWAYS GIVIN IN TO ME! :)
suddenly feel lyk relivin every nice little moments ive had for tis past 4yrs,
and spendin every single second with the ones i treasure most..
bt i guess everyone wld be too busy with studyin...which i should be too *sighs*
OHWELL at least ive relieveed two little hobbies i love =)
okaes goin take painkillers and sleep now xP
cyas when im free agn =)
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♥i'll always remember you
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