life's just a pack of big fat lies
got back all prelim papers alr.. bt i din dare show any to my rents.. zzz
and i think if i get these results for Os.. im gonna just kill myself xP
ANW..
last last last saturday..
celebrated moon cake festival with my relatives.. or maybe.. just with sis and cousins lahh xP
kinda enjoyed myself coz its been so long since we had family gatherings.. =)
BUT one sadd thing is i didnt get to form shapes with candles lyk other yrs =(
all we did wif candles were to protect its flames to light up our lil cousins' lanterns,
and sparklers..
i was lookin forward to makin different shapes lor =(
but the wind was too strong too anw.. ~

but playin with sparklers was just as fun bahh (:
and sophia looked dumb holdin her electronic lantern xP
and her excuse was becoz our little cousin cldnt hold two lanterns at de same tym.. LOL
den she even asked ppl to video her poppin de popper..
which i personally admit, im scared of those xP
so yahh, kinda brave lahh compared to me.. xP
but next year, im so gonna make sure im gonna play with candles PROPERLY!!!
but maybe i'll reconsider playin with lanterns.. hahahaha xP

AND ive been studyin!! ^x^
see my mantou/bao pei-in me all the while,*touched* my new best friend :D LOL..
it cheered me up coz i squeezed it to relieve myself frm tiredness and i laughed when i saw its stupid look xP
good stress relieve bun! hahaha..
and it was given by char siew bao for my bday.. glad she gave this it to me sia.. xP
& okaes fineee, i din nt exactly study.. ive been doin more phys though tats for sure! ^.^
but no point lor.. do alr also dun understand my mistakes and no one to ask.. -.-
my tutor wun have so much tym to go thru with me =(
and plus she needs to spend tym on chem too =(
so maybe i shld just give phys up suan le -.-
mite as well concentrate on my chem which everyone tot i was gd at.. =(
yahh...i tot i cld leave my chem alone and study phys for prelims..
who noes.. my chem isnt tat independent afterall -.-
and after studyin for phys also E8 WATS DE POINT?! -.-

on to happy stuff xP
lyk my maid always tell me, we must always find happy moments to rely on to pick ourselves up frm unhappy moments =)
tats de reason why i put up tat photo of me and my buddy agn xP
coz we really look happy in tere =) (i think tats de most sincere smile i ever saw frm myself xP)
and i really hope we will be when we go back to sch next yr, feb...
ANW,
these few days had been relievin past hobbies xP
maybe coz school's endin.. as in REALLY ENDING.. GRADUATING..
in ONE AND HALF WEEK =(
and when rach said tat we shld all take more photos these two weeks,
i suddenly felt lyk i dun wanna leave xP
ytd, i suggested to go thinking bench to sandy..~
my reason to her was becoz i dun wanna go home yet..
but i guess partly was becoz i missed thinkin bench alr...
so we went to chicken rice stall 1st whr i watched her EAT -.-
den went to sit at de bench and yakked..~
and she even pulled me across de roads to send her home lor!
i think one day we both are gonna just DIE on de roads...hahahaha
den today, i suggested to go j8 to eat zi ma hu... xP
partly coz i wanna eat somethin warm and nice..
bt partly coz i miss eatin it also...
and yupps we did go eat it =)
and took cab home lyk i wanted ^.^
tats why i say, THANKS SAN FOR ALWAYS GIVIN IN TO ME! :)
suddenly feel lyk relivin every nice little moments ive had for tis past 4yrs,
and spendin every single second with the ones i treasure most..
bt i guess everyone wld be too busy with studyin...which i should be too *sighs*
OHWELL at least ive relieveed two little hobbies i love =)
okaes goin take painkillers and sleep now xP
cyas when im free agn =)
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@ 4:41 PM
" I don’t want to have sad thoughts if I can help it
But they’re bound to come, right?
When they do, I’ll smile and say
Yeah hello! I hope I can call you
My friend..."
like who can smile when theres sad thoughts
mock exams results are back !
all i can say is tat emaths P1
is the highest so far..-.-
34/80 =.= yes, so u can imagine.....
and the BEST part is, i told myself to give up on eamths..-.-
but so far, gt back de subs i weakest at lahh xP
phys, amaths and emaths....
why must get back these 3 first =(
demoralise me oni lor... i think im just pure lousy in calculations part of studies..
(like i score well in languages liddat-.-)
but i hope i passed my bio and chem! xP
if i end up havin a F9 like for phys, think i'll really lose hope in gettin into SAJC =(
which reminds me!
i went to SAJC open house on saturday, with nana and sansan~
well, kinda like the sch.. coz its so... dunnoe..feel lyk everyone's so warm tere xP
and the ppl tere seem so enthu and fun.. just wat i lyk xP
i think poly life is too ....... for me.. i dunnoe xP
i really hope i can do well for Os..
den at nite, went to watch fireworks with sandy my parents and sis..
we watched it from an unusual place that i nvr knew xP
its opposite the spore flyer..
diagonally across esplanade.. know where? guess not xP
but anw, its kinda lyk in de middle of a constuction site thin, reachable by car only ^.^"
almost got lost with my mum and sis inside lor...imagine.. hahaha
but managed to get to a field place lahh..where the view was.. WOW..
coz i didnt expect a place with so few ppl, to have such a clear big view
i took photos of the fireworks, coz i wanted to blog about it xP
and the reason why i wanna blog about it is coz...
i watched these with sandy (:
thats nite, i somehow had this strong feeling tat sandy wld watch fireworks at de esplanade xP
so i smsed her when i knew tat my family was gonna bring me tere..
and, surprisingly, i was RIGHT! :D
though i was right about the feeling tat somebody else wld be watchin it too..
but i also guessed she was watchin it with a stranger, and so didnt disturb her.. (and i read your LJ posts le btw)
ANW, sansan and i msged throughout the start til the end of the fireworks,
so i can proudly say i watched it with her! ^x^
but sadly she cldnt receive some of my msgs til the fireworks ended -.-
but im glad i got to indirectly watch it with her (:
and, this yr ones arent tat nice as compared to last yr's.. ^.^"
i guess last yr one was nicer coz tere was more atmosphere kinda thin?
OH, and on sunday nite had family gathering.. goodbye party for one of my cousies..
spent my time on amaths with sophia (:
(though she cldnt rmb alot of thins) xP
but kinda fun hanging out with cousins and nieces once in awhile.. (:
even though, it was just watchin initial D at my cousin's hse while de adults chitchat downstairs..
AND TODAY,
i had chemistry SPA SKILL 3, O LEVEL -.-
this de 1st time i met with an EXAM QUESTION tat i totally had no idea wat to do =.=
bt im glad its over xP
forget about how well or poorly i did.. forget it xP
FORGET IT..
everything seems to be fading away
forget it, no mater how much i rant, it isnt gonna change anything, isnt it.
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@ 6:37 PM
im back frm malaysia! :D
no, actually was back on sunday afternoon..
sorta rushed home coz my sis was in a rush to go for her piano lesson.. ^.^"
but ohwell, i guess the whole weekend trip was pretty alrite..~
had a very short shoppin spree tere..


before we went for my dad's relative weddin..
de weddin dinner was okae i suppose..
food wasnt tat fantastic xP
but i realised one thing! i love red wine xP
seriously, i wanted more and more red wine after sippin de 1st sip ^x^
but of coz it was mixed with sprit.. so nt de real kind xP
and my mum gt a lil drunk.. so did my uncle..
but i didnt! which shows i can drink wine xP

anw.. i bought a new blouse, shirt.. wadeva it is, but its definitely nt a normal tee (:
and guess whr i bought it frm.. MANGO.. yeah, im shocked too xP
but actually the shirts tat arent tat mature afterall as i always have thought..
i saw a few i actually fell in love with.. but of coz the prices prevented me frm gettin more den one.. ^.^"
oh and de other day i bought a blouse, shirt, dunnoe what its called agn.. frm esprit..
and my mum say she wont buy anymore clothes for me le.. nt until christmas at least =(
and its nt i bought so many lor.. its just de PRICE..
bt i just walk into the shops with her de mahh..
nt as if i chose to walk in and choose ex clothes xP
but nvms, at least i have new clothes ^.^..

and yes, i was totally bored in the car in between the journeys frm one place to the other xP
AND, the journey frm spore to malacca took us 4hrs tere..
for de 1st tym tere was this serious jam..
and it reminded me of the 12hrs trip to pahang last yr.. LOL..
and i actually started tellin my sis bout it.. xP
after they heard i slept throughout tat whole long journey,
they said they pitied de person sitting beside me..
sayin tat, tat person must have been soo bored.. hahahahaha..
*coughs* and guess who was sittin beside me tat tym *coughs*
i wonder whether she was really bored at tat tym.. hahaha (:
ON WITH MONDAY!
went to watch narnia prince caspian! (:
mum took leave just to bring us out ^.^..
overall, i must say tat narnia 2 is much more thrillin den de 1st one..
though, my mum and sis din really lyk it,
coz they said it was too much fighting.. LOL..
but my opinion, i prefer it lyk this..
more thrillin.. i love thrills arhh.. xP
AND AND,
thanks to my idea of catchin it at de 2pm time slot,
(note:we reached grand cathay at 1plus,haven eaten lunch,1.50pm was still quein for tickets)
yahh and we rushly buy the 2pm one.. coz i strongly suggested it.. xP
and guess wat, we got complimentary tickets after the show! =)
THREE complimentary tickets!! due date is 31st dec.. LOL..
and the reason they gave complimentary tickets was coz they felt apologetic the movie was delied..
the best part is tat, all 3 of us didnt know the show was delied xP
and we thought it was just too many commercials.. LOL!!
oh and my mum tried their delivery service..
soo cool! dun nid wait for ur orders tere.. just rush to the cinema and they deliver de food to u..
i wanna try tat agn the next tym i watch movies ^.^..
OH and after de movie,
mum brought us to BEN & JERRY!!

i ate of coz, cookies and cream flavour ice cream! :D
and i must say tat...
anderson's cookies and cream is still the best..
among all de cookies and cream flavour ice creams i tried so far xP
ben and jerry comes 2nd..
coz it made my tongue numb! i cldt taste the ice cream at de end..
it tasted lyk nothing lor..
i think its partly coz my tongue's spoilt or sumthin bahh? xP
and, i think swensens ice cream isnt tat good afterall
coz i realised andersons' and ben&jerry's ones are actually much nicer xP

and the place was SO COOL..
coz they had band instruments tere, and sits which were sofa-like..
SO COOL!
somebody treat me to ben&jerry's at the grand cathay someday pls? ^x^..
lalala.. (:
tuesday, not much happened..~
just watched tsubasa season 2 on tudou..~
and played neopets! xP
wednesday,
was supposed to go KBOX with sophia and esther.. =/
but den coz i didnt finish my amaths tuition hmk.. so i cldnt go T.T
hate it.. hate him..
though when he said.. "no matter what, im not going to give up on you, you can do it, i know you can, you're capable of an A.. so im not giving up on you"
i was kinda shocked xP
BUT STILL,
it wont make me lyk him.. *pukes* neither will it make me lyk amaths..
and today!
i woke up very late.. tsktsk..
but i cldnt slp last nite lor..
i think i slept at 2am xP
i just lie tere, den close my eyes..
but i cant fall aslp -.-..
ohwell,
i think my body's been weird these days,
i dont snack as i used to anymore,
im no longer a deep sleeper anymore..
i wake up at the slightest sound now..
and i always, ALWAYS, wake up at 8plus am
no matter what time i slp de nite before..
but of coz i always fall aslp agn xP
and im not able to do my phys hmk =/
i dunnoe how to do at all lor.. so shi bai..
so i ended up completin my bio hmk! and im gonna complete chem today..
its a MUST >=)
kaes, tatas for now eh! ;)
jiayous in ur hols hmk everyone! :D
Labels: cousin, holidays, malaysia, movie, outings
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@ 8:01 AM
LAST MONDAY! or issit tuesday? o.O
i went SAKAE! xP
though im broke, but once in awhile have such luxury,
no harm bahh! :D
and i realised sometwo really loves crabmeat...
eat so many plates of crabmeat sushi.. tsktsk.. xP
and we even went in at 3pm SHARP for de tea time buffet..
while killing tym, we saw ajisen with all de food displayed out..
which made us soooo hungry =(
now i finally learnt the feeling of STARVATION..
but anw,
we were at novena's sakae sushi,
coz tere were fewer ppl tere..~
and the air-con tere is better..AND they play AUDIBLE jap music (:
ohoh.. and the staff there is so funny xP
one of them even 'ticked' us off for eatin of udon 1st instead of sushi..
coz she say eat udon le, later cannot eat tat much sushi... hahahah..
but i still lyk de short-hair one better..shes so so funny xPsadly, i dunnoe how to describe for u ppl to imagine xP
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mrs chow let us off lyk.. 2hrs earlier! WHEEHEES!
she even gave each of use lollipops (:
aww.. i told you mrs chow is nice (:
went j8 with sandy and lie-neh..~
we went tere to kill time xP..
nahh, actually our main motive was to eat MCGRIDDLES..
anyone out there who havent tried it,
GO TRY! its so nice i tell u xP
but of coz if u dun lyk food thats a lil saltish YET sweet,
then i suggest you dun waste ur money (:
but of coz, if ure lyk ME,
who has sweeth tooth, yet loves savoury food,
den yes, go try (: its worth ur hard earned money.. LOL
ANW,
we din manage to get our mcgriddles =(
coz we missed de breakfast menu! we were realeased at 10.55am?
so its lyk.. impossible to make it in tym de..
but we still held on to the hope of eatin it lor..
in de end,
nananana and i shared fries (that was bought wit san's meal)
and we shared GREEN TEA ICECREAM!
YES, the NEW ICECREAM of mac.. ^.^
at 1st, when lie-neh asked me try it,
i was.. "huhh..so weird lookin.."
end up, i think i ate more xP
and i think de more i ate, de more i got addicted to it ^x^
at de end, i even wanted to buy another one..
GOSH, its really NICE i tell you..
NOT BITTER AT ALL, not much tea taste..
creamy, milky and a lil green tea smell..~
even a non-green-tea-lover lyk sandy liked it (:

and i secretly took this photo of san xP
coz linaaaa told me to do so,
i even have one when her hair was blown by de fan.. so messy xP
hahahaha.. and funny too xP
FRIDAY NITE,
mum suddenly asked us to get changed..
and while rushin out,
she explained tat there was one for one ice cream at SWENSENS ^.^
and it even rained while we were rushin tere..!
but mum ran in de ran to queue 1st xP
(talk about typical sporeans.. ahahahha..~)

so we ordered 4 ice creams and fries even though tere was only 3 of us..LOL
but in de end she called my dad to comeover to help finish the ice cream..
and mine is de TALLEST ONE! ^.^
COOKIE AND CREAM FLAVOURED!
(its my favourite flavour incase u dunnoe =) )
and it was VERY NICE, though very fillin =X
and i din get my fries =(
but mum bought fries frm mac for us in de end to fulfil my sis and my desire for FRIES :D
SATURDAY!was asked to change all of a sudden agn.. hahaha..
lazt minute outings really get me excited lor, i realise xP
but mum said we were goin to the musuem..
coz tere was free entry-.- musuem day-.-

but it didnt turn out as borin as i thought it wld (:
it was kinda interestin actually xP
we went to the fashion gallery, food gallery, photography gallery (:
no historical stuff! ^.^
and i find de photography gallery the coolest...
they had this "scary film" playing..
it was an old old film..
which my mum said was.. "pontianac?" dunnoe how to spell lahh xP
anw i was so facinated wif it tat i stood tere watchin..
so engrossed, i didnt even noe my family walked off le-.-
and when i saw de "ghost" come out,
i briskly walked off xP
den mym mum asked all of use to sit tere to watch after tat..LOL
DEN,
the MAIN EVENT!
LUNCH AT NEWYORKNEWYORK :D

finally had my fried mars bar!!!
ever since everland tat day i wanted to eat le lor =/
FINALLY got it ^.^
and i tried de cheesy chicken tere :D
soooo niceeee~
esp for a cheese lover lyk ME..
did i mention my piano teacher gave me cheese? ^.^"
CHEDAR CHEESE.. expensive kind (:
and my piano exam is in two days time o.O..
OKAES, off track xP
and my sis and dad actually din noe newyorknewyork can make free contton candy..
they both went to make giant ones.. so cool xP
AT NITE,
went to my uncle's birthday bash at aloha changi chalet (:
at 1st, it was kinda borin..~
and i tot it was gonna be a bore...
esp when sophia kept eatin and eatin and eatin only.. tsktsk xP
but then,
after tat when she ate enough, xP
and only both of us in de room tat tym,
it was startin to turn fun xP..
we were tere.."gossipin" ^x^
and tere were two parts!
one was before singin the birthday song and before eatin de plain cheesecake ^.^"
part two was AFTER visitin my sis in de other room,
(she was playin some memory game thingy-.-)
part two was more fun xP
sophia: "are you dumb or dumb?"
WITHOUT ANY HESITATION..
manda: "im dumb"
sophia: "which part of dumb dont you understand?"
WITHOUT THINKING,
manda: "the 'm' "
both burst out laughin..
hahahaa..
thinkin of it now, makes me smile.. xP
i think both of us eventually went too high..
to even say such stupid stuff..
and i guess de reason was bcoz it was 10plus in de nite le,
in case you dunnoe,
manda turns high easily when its nite tym.. (:
but then, we started to talk about some other stuff.. (:
and then, esther suddenly came in.. disruptin our talk xP
*esther sings while walkin in, oblivious to her surroundins*
*sophia and manda stares at her*
*esther suddenly stop singing*
"am i disrupting you two the conversation?"
both: "YES"
"oh im so sorry, no wonder u two so queit"
and as she decides to walk out,
she come to the bed where we two were,
and sits down, asking what we two were talkin about..
hahahhaa..
that whole scene was so... memorable? ^.^"
so we chit chatted..~
and then started takin photos
but sadly tey're in esther's red camera..
haven got them~
and ah fang oso came in.. ^.^"
but then she "got rid" of esther coz she asked her accompany her go toilet..^.^"
so,
when sophia and i were left alone agn,
i dared her to do somethin..
which i nvr expected her to do it..
but yahh she did it in de end lor!! so darin..!
i shocked dao lor.. ^x^
and suddenly my mum barged in,
and her 1st sentence was..
"why are you two les-sing in here?"
^.^"
i guess she keeps thinkin im a les..-.-
every now and then always tok to me about those kinda stuff..
and keeps claimin tat i lyk girls.. LOL..
and after she knew sophia and i were smsin after partin at de chalet,
she asked if we two had somethin on..LOL!
oh well..~ sophia is my dear or darling anw.. xP
AND,
YESTERDAY!
aiya, lazy say le..
im goin to spore poly open hse today anw! (:
gotta leave le!
my two most favourite bears (:

-x33-
SOPHIA,
rmb keep our secret ! or else..... hahaha (:
..smile always.. (:
-EDITED on 3rd may-
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@ 7:47 AM
okaes..
last week events (:
thursday..~
hanged out wif nana, rach n sansan as usual for awhile after sch..~
den went to hang out wif sometwo... (:
and she complained i took very long.. ^.^"
oh well..wat to do? those three all slowpokes de mahh..
bookshop havin sales den chiong tere shoppin..lolx..hahaha..
anw, havta thank sometwo for takin my piano book for mii..
thanks!! for goin all de way to tp jux to take a bk (:
so, we went to see if tere were any mags at kino..~
and as i expected xP
sold out....aww.. xP
next, went to mise!
bt it was closed
as usual ):
so we ended up playin photo hunt ^.^
and shes fast can..zsd! hmphh!
though, shes better at de KIDS PHOTO HUNT
which shows ONE THING..
shes a kid lalala..~ ^x^
shes a photo hunt snatcher..tats all i can say.. ;P
i wanna see our username tere on de high scores..MUST MUST!
yutomoto! =)
friday..~ (de day before i fell sick )
went ICE SKATING wif de PEACIES! :D
for guides de.. (:
at first, i was scared to skate..
din dare move...AT ALL...

bt soon, got used to it..
den started skating den found out tat actualli its quite fun :)
anw, i must comment tat lina's a fast learner,
although she seems slow at stuff... =X
but still, shes lyk so pro lor..! *claps*
BUT main pt,
i DIN FALL at all! :D
pro mii too..~ *clapclap* xP

though, i did gt
alotsome help here n tere.. *whistle*
from michelle my new parentsmummy.. ^x^
she helped mii to tie de skates shoelaces too..hehx xP
but de shoelaces were hard to tie lor..
hahahaha.. =)
still, thanks PARENTS! xiao hai zi is grateful to have such a nice mummy/daddy xD
two in one..so cool..hahaha..

and..needa thank brenda yap for partnerin mii most of de time..~
though she almost made mii fall wen she fell ^.^"
still, at least i had support 3/4 of de time :D

AND I LOVED DE TIME SPENT TOGETHER WITH THE PEACIES THAT DAY(:
my special 29th feb was spent wisely.. =)
(29th is special coz it happens oni once in 4yrs!)
lolx.. =)
night time..~
celebrated aunt's bday (:
MET MY COUSIN,
SOPHIA DEAR :D

was bored while waitin for her to come though..
so SLOOOOWWW ^x^

and from tis pic..can see tat i was beat, dead tired..eyes so small ^x^
no wonder i fell sick de next day.. =X
just diff colour..
so cool.. :D
black, white!
bt still,
mine nicer..BLEAH xP
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♥i'll always remember you
@ 3:03 PM