MANDA'S FAIRYTALE♥

Severe Ranting ; i dont wanna grow up!!

FINALLY submitted our jae forms today..
at 12.18 pm, 16 jan, computer lab 2, KCPSS,
i sealed my fate when i finally submitted my jae application form..

kinda nervous and stuff when typin in de codes..
and sandy kept yaderin tat she'll regret her choices-.-
bt in de end, our 1st 4 choices, only 2 de same..
aft discussin for so many days, all 3 of us most prob endin up in diff places,
DIFF PARTS OF SPORE ):

but all im prayin for now is to get into NUS when i graduate frm wadeva sch im goin,
and hopefully meet sandy and rachie tere too =)
tats wat we agreed xP

and kinda saddenin when i left sch..
lyk everythin has finally came to an end.. a real end..

esp when we three sat at the void deck today, reflecting,
i kinda regretted nt studyin before prelims..
and how playful i was then.. ):

and i felt most guilty for my parents..
its lyk the feelin i had when i gt my PSLE results
lyk history repeatin itself ):

just tat this tym,
its much better coz its nt way below my expectations..
i hate this feeling alot..
& SO, im NOT gonna let this happen 2 yrs later or 3 yrs later..
NEVER..

anw, next phase in life will most likely be jc alr..
to think SBS TRANSIT is now MAKING ME PAY ADULT RATE LA?!?!
WTH..-.-
its SOOO EX okae..

lyk one stop of mrt is 75CENTS?! money gobblers sia -.-
i finally noe why my dad bought a car to fetch my mum ard.. xP
ADULT FARE IS SO EXPENSIVE?!

and i dun understand why tiny lil me hav to pay so much for such a tiny winy space in a SBS BUS, or MRT =.=''

but i finally coming to know the real world..
thinkin im goin 17 in less den a mth's tym,
makes me feel so old ):
i dun wanna grow up so fast... 17 lor.. *sighs*

AND sch's most probably startin on 2nd feb ):
which leaves me 2 wks more of fun & freedom
UNLESS,
i get into my 5th choice la.. bt,
if i gt into 5th choice, i hav higher chance of bein in same sch, same course as sandy :)

so any sch is fine now..
coz no matter which choice, 2nd, 3rd or 4th,
i'll still be lonely..~

bt it'll help me widen my social circle too la xP
haha..

-end of crap- xP

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