MANDA'S FAIRYTALE♥

heart warmers

YES!! broke my record of not using com, its officially a new record of ONE WEEK! :D

need to make a short post today cause i wanna remember today :)

wasnt in a good mood these few days including today,zzz

but i felt much much better after meeting sansan and rachrach :D

all started with a msg i sent to sansan that i ended school alr

den it became a surprise plan to go rach hse and surprise her :D

and rachrach's face was SO MEMORABLE when she saw me xD

AND EVEN MORE MEMORABLE when SANSAN came jumping out sayin SURPRISE!

hahahaha

we stayed there for awhile yakking about school life and stuff,

rachrach also offered use cookies and apricot juice :)

and after that talk, i realise im still goal-less and aim-less in life :(

after that, sansan had to rush off to a bday party,

so i pei-ed her go j8 buy card, den went novena square with her to get her voucher :)

WHICH REMINDS ME, she say she'll bring me go eat swensens ice cream with her free voucher from noren daddy! yay! :D

den we went to buy yami yogurt and old chang kee, den me home sweet home while she went khatib :)

its been so long since we three hung out together,

and we forgot to take pic :(

so had to use all these instead :(

nevertheless, it was a short but heart warming time for me :)

the feeling of us three being together again is so nice :)

also not forgettin another nice nice fren who always takes care of me :)

who pei-ed me last friday at jp library and even got a "big scare" from me xD

manda's thankful for all these friends ard her :D

next time when im sad, i noe who to go to :D

I LOVE RACH RACH AND SAN SAN :D AND MABEL JIEJIE :D

♥♥♥

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 7:14 PM

im sick of...

1) COPYING AND PASTING SYMBOLS CAUSE MY STUPID KEYBOARD IS STILL SPOILT

2) TRAVELLING TO SCHOOL AND BACK (even though my dad fetches me to sch everyday, but still, ALWAYS FOREVER JAM. -.-) (SERIOUSLY, THEY SHLD BUILD A HOSTEL THERE, EVEN CJC HAS ONE)

3) me always watching tv for HOURS AND HOURS :(

4) me being lazy, always finding short cuts to learning stuff, not wanting to make an effort to memorise stuff properly or understand fully, always just copying and pasting my answer when i see a question that looks similar.. i dun bother to learn proper concepts but just rmb answers for specific questions, WHICH DOESNT WORK WHEN I FACE QUESTIONS PHRASED DIFFERENTLY. BECAUSE it takes less effort for me remembering answers and questions instead of understanding concepts, BECAUSE i ask alot stupid questions and always want to know more in dept and i wont understand unless i do so, WHICH IS TEDIOUS FOR OTHERS AND FOR ME :(

4) getting Us and S in my report card. ever since common test this yr, all my grades have been MOSTLY S or U, YEA i dun mind cause i noe its not enough effort, but im gettin SICK AND TIRED of me gettin those grades, SICK AND TIRED of looking at others' on the projection screen gettin As, Bs, Cs and i cant even pass or barely pass, WTS.

4) TAKING BITTER PILLS :( been sick since friday night, and taking pills and saturday, stupid doc gave 5 different medicines, and mummy say too much med causes brain damage, SOB :(

5) SOMETHING. . . WHICH I DUN WANNA TALK ABOUT -,-

YES IM FED UP. FED UP OF ME BEING SO...

THIS TIME I WANNA MAKE SURE THIS STAYS IN ME, SO I CAN HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY TIL AFT A LEVELS,

I WANNA SHOW DR GAN I CAN DO IT FOR CHEM , LIKE HOW I DID FOR PHYSICS O LEVELS BACK THEN

I WANNA BE A PERSON WITH MEANINGFUL SUCCESSFUL LIFE,
AND NOT ROT AFTER I GRADUATE COZ I CANT DO ANY COURSE,

I WANNA HAVE A GOAL AND FINALLY REACH A GOAL IN MY LIFE,

PUI TO MY PRELIM PAPERS, PUI PUI PUI!!

okae at least i passed GP essay, and its more than a pass, which makes me very happy today ~~even though i failed two H2 subs alr -,-~~ cause, i even went toilet during the paper so i thought i wld fail, but in de end, surprise surprise :)

hopefully my econs wont surprise me, yepp coz surprise me would be = fail

never failed a single econs exam in my jc life, and i hope that prelim wont be an exception!!!

econs is my only hope now (AS USUAL-,-) :(

~~IF ONLY MATH CAN SURPRISE ME , ARGH~~

OKAE RANT FINISH ALR, heehee :)

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 7:01 PM

ohboy, officially lost study momentum

THURSDAY,

went to watch THE LAST AIRBENDER with LAAS =)

it was kinda disappointin for me, cause of its ending =(

i prefer the cartooon soooooo much

FRIDAY , went to sentosa to play volley with the twins and cindy! =D

den got a serious sunburn on my face,

BUT I LIKE, cause i like the red colour =)

HAHAHA

but i dun like it cause its causing my skin to peel since sunday =(

took a pic while bell went toilet!

we all forgot about taking pic at the pic, too busy playin =(

den aft tat too busy eating to take pic too , aww =(

okae!! saturday was BLEH as usual with tuition =,=

SUNDAY!! went to WILD WILD WET with my family cause my dad's bro and his family were in spore for a few days holiday

wild wild wet isnt as fun as expected, boooo~

at nite went to the YOUTH OLYMPIC PARK =)

my dad's bro and his family from malaysia

(note that i dun mention "my uncle", coz im NOT malaysian xP)

though, i do like my little cousins, they're so cute =)

all of them taking a pic with my sis!

the youngest, cutest one =D

he dun look as cute in photos =(

BUT HES ACTUALLY SUPER SUPER CUTE

and the helix bridge is so cool,

they really had bases of the DNA, the complementary bases which i learn in bio =,=

FOR THE FIRST TIME, felt blessed i learnt bio so i know whats tat, HAHA!

GUANINE!

CYTOSINE! HAHAHA

and more cute cousins and us =)

i was very tired by then, so dun look nice =(

hes not the cutest one, but his my favourite cause he always runs to me and wanna hold me hand , so cutee =)

he even hugged me when he 1st saw me on his arrival, so cute, awwww

but he's nt photogenic either, dun look cute here =(

the night scene~

and home sweet home ard 12am, cause of the heavy heavy traffic!!

OKAE!

MONDAY!

went to meet rachrach at j8 breadtalk, den walkwalk ard, bought a cool highlighter at artbox and stickers at popular! =D

den met lina daddy and went to have lunch ar MOS BURGER!!

CLAM CHOWDER SOUP WAS THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY MEAL! YAYYY!

den went to catch VAMPIRES SUCK ,

for all those who wanna watch it, HMMMMM is the only word for u, HAHA xP

it was so so, quite funny at certain parts,

but mostly quite sick

after which, we headed to bishan library to find seats for our STUDY SESSION that we planned for

but it was so crowded, we went to AMK HUB, NEBO instead =)

that place has a GOOD STUDYING AMBIENCE! =D

rachrach agreed to that too

see, shes so seriously studyin =)

HAHA

AND IT HAS AWESOME FOOD!!!

I LOVE THE ~~WAGES~~ WEDGES THERE!!! THEY'RE SOOO NICE!!!

I SO WANNA GO THERE AGAIN!!!

just one bad point is that, the food there is veryyyy expensive =(
$7,50 for just wedges in beef and cheese =(

but kinda failed in studyin cause we all ended up chatting and laughin away

and i got to know bout noren daddy's CYCLOBUTANE thingy xP

SEE! chem! me and rach did touch chem =D

so since studyin failed, we went for dinner at a food court

ME HAD BEEF NOODLES!

I WAS SO CRAVING FOR BEEF NOODLES cause i saw food court at j8 and just thought of beef noodles times with sansan, HAHA

then went to camwhore =D

theres soo many pics, i just chose some to post, heee

i like this pic! =)

okaes so that was my wonderfully well spent lonnngg weeeekend!

had so much playing and fun, that today, i din touch my books AT ALL,

seriously!!!

i kept watching tv, using com, playing game and eatin, and SLEEPING

and before i knew it, POOF!

the sky is dark, and its night time

and soon i'll be sleepin again!!

GOSH, ive really lost momentum

and its soooo hard to get back to studyin =(

HELP!!!

now, i reallly think its more productive outside =(

Labels: friends, LAAS, outings, rants

♥i'll always remember you
@ 9:03 PM

almost there!

SCHOOL'S BEEN FUN :D

not tat lessons are fun, and the PILES of hmk EVERYDAY :(

just that during breaks here and there and meals aft sch here and there with LAAS makes it fun :)

went to do math at starbucks ytd too with fishy jiejie and oinkoink partner :D

3-4 months more to A levels, 3-4 weeks more to prelims ,

JIAYOUS ! :D

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 6:35 PM

change!!

mug·ger (mug′ər) noun

one who assaults with intent to rob

LOL! this is hilarious..

to think everyone uses mugger to describe a hardworkin person, hmmm

or maybe its the wrong spelling so different meaning, *SHRUGS*

did some self reflection while talkin to my sissy ytd
and when i said i was gonna study from today onwards,
she was lyk, "you mean START studying?"

so sad :(
and she said i dun look hardworkin at all, and its shown by my daily habits and she gave the example of me always wanting to take short cuts in everything i do

and lookin back at june hols,
its kinda right i got these kinda results
i mean chionging last four five days obviously wont work
esp since when im anxious, nothing goes in, LYK IN THE PICTURE :D
hahaha

HAI
so i decided i'll really start studyin from tonite onwards
OKAE its hard to say how long it'll last... but still, I'LL TRY!!

first step is to try kick away my tv addiction!!
and i'll start by watchin tv oni once a day xP
LALA :)

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 6:55 PM

first christmas wish!

HAD FOUR that seemed like forever HOURS of math tuition last saturday :(

and gonna have it every sat til my battle this year is over :(

which means my aftnoon naps and slacking will be gone for the rest of my saturdays :(

tmr's saturday again.. HAI.. *SIGHS*

but!

had SIZZLER once again for LUNCHIE on sundayyy!!! :D

no clam chowder :( but the broccoli and chicken thingy soup was nt bad too! :D

went there last min coz had last min notification of my aunt's bday there..

they all came over aft lunch and watched korean mtvs with my cousins :D

THEN, WE WENT TO WATCH SHREK 3 IN 3D :D

nt bad.. nicer den expected.. i still like donkey and gingie best, HEEHEE!

some pics taken at my house..

one of our hse walls even became a portrait picture taking wall,

everyone took turns taking photos there coz they were so amazed at how white and lovely our walls were..

my dad was the cutest, coz he was smiling ear to ear when ppl kept sayin our walls were nice..

hahaha! so cute.. he even kept asking them take pics with different lightings :)

okaes,

den weekdays....

mondayyy met the twins to studyyy at starbucks! :D

coincidentally, there was this celebrity doing a "qian ming hui"

and we were all waiting to see who he was...

and in the end so disappointing :(

stare at him for lyk 10mins stil din noe who he was, which shows how unknown he is.. HAHA

den dinner-ed at LJS where i had CLAM CHOWDER SOUP!! OHBOY OHBOY! :D hahaha!

i miss clam chowder soup :(

MUST DRINK IT THIS WK ONE DAY.....

ANYONE WANS TO DRINK CLAM CHOWDER SOUP WITH ME?? xD

tuesday was MANDA'S DAY IN WITH TV :)

watched episode after episode of CSI and criminal minds and HOUSE !

BUT BUT! i studied two chaps of chem! :)

CAUSE i was preparing for chem tuition at nite....

den it got switched to weds nite....

so i read chem again on weds at home, after WASTING MY TIME IN MATH LECTURE, KA PUI!

OH! and i tried to read econs on tues nite coz was sick of chem by then.. haha!

AND! i laughed when i saw this drawing while flipping thru.. HAHA!

realised im losing my interest in econs :(

drawn by bell bell :D if cant see, click on it! its really funny if u get the story behind it,

but doubt any of u will.. her drawings are tooo messy xP HAHA OOPS..

den i recalled about this drawing done durin econs lecture,

that made bell,mabel,me and shu hui laugh our heads off xD

POKEMON! :D whee! click click! go see if u noe every single one of them!

and if u do, it means MANDA draws really nice pokemon, heeeee!

anddd tuesday nite had a nite sms convo with bell bell about teddy bears :D

though i tink we started off with another topic which i cant rmb.. HAHA..

i like smsing at nite on my bed with bell bell ^^

topics we talk at nite are more fun , somehow xD

this is the bearbear that she likes and me likes too :)

which she has one :( and i oni have a mini one :(

its called tatty bear btw :)

THEN, heres the bearr that ME loved, and still loves,

coz of its adorable eyes :D SO PUNY AND TINY AND CUTE ^^.

awww the red raincoat makes it look even cuter :D

little red riding hood,aww.. hahaa

andddd this one's even cuter :D

but my main point of this paragraph, is to remind bell bell to get me one of these for my bdayyyy :P

and and and!! maybe some reader out there can get me the christmas looking one for christmas :D

HAHAHA! yay! my wishlist for christmas has an item now! whee! :D

OKAE, time to orh orh like a piggy with my BLANKET and pillow and bed :D

math tuition today killed all my brain cells, boooo! BB! have a nice day tmr! :D

(i wished u tat, so must wish tat i have a nice day tmr too, pray my brain wont die at tmr's four hour tuition :( )

Labels: bell, family, friends, rants, study sessions

♥i'll always remember you
@ 11:40 PM

life's toughest skill to me....

....is trying to understand people...

hi everyone :)
feel so lethargic today coz ytd slept at 2plus goin 3..
wanted accompany bell all de way to 3plus to finish her valentine gifts but fell aslp :(

but anyway good thing sch was short today,
it was from 8-9.15 -.-''
lyk wats de pt of goin sch?

ate breakky at mac with twinnies and lydia,
came home watchin paris hilton's my new bff marathon xD

anyway those peeps gave me valentine pres! :)
mabel gave cookies, bell gave ferrero wrapped lyk a bouquet, while lydia gave marshmellows,
and i gave them chocs and cards, the original kind of valentine gifts xD

de whole clique bought me roses too, THANKS GAALS! :D

and im supposed to be continuing my artwork for another two to three ppl,
but lazy mee rather watch tv coz too tired :(

have to conserve energy to teach sansan econs later too! :)

and i reallyy realllyy wonder when i can ever master playing in a volley match,

without having to serve out of bounds or being too fast or slow for the ball..

still, i love my volleyball xD

Labels: bestie, friends, rants, volleyball

♥i'll always remember you
@ 4:23 PM

buy me frolick!

wanted blog bout my wk.. but forget it..
too lazy and tired..

something's not right with me :(
and i cant describe it here.. LOL

anyway my sis back from boarding :)
wanted bring her go eat ice cream at mac.. but wat i really craved for was FROLIC xP

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 11:27 PM

yucky homework and bday

met up with mabel and bell ytd for hol homework chiong-ging! :D
it was super effective for me for once xP heee..

will be meetin them tmr agn to chiong! :D
too bad we din go ahead with de 24hours studying thin..
or else it wld have been so fun and cool.. hee..

but rarr! 5 chaps of chem, 3 maths revision papers with 30plus ques each, one thick pile of 10yr series bio, 10 newspaper articles, 1 compre leftover from my hols.. :(

but nahh i dun regret being busy durin hols and nt doin work xD
coz it was kinda challengin and fun.. i had a great hols man.. wooo!

okaes baack to maths..

SERIOUSLY.. i tink now den im ready for promos

dunnoe how i made it last yr.. which is super scary coz As is comin.......
lyk mayb 6-8mths away only!

and i just got reminded tat my bday's next mth same day as chinese new yr :(

its so saddenin coz it means tat more people wont be free to celebrate bday with me :(

lyk valentine's is nt enough to make ppl busy :(

what's more plus chinese new yr :(

used to love my bday coz its special lyk on valentine's..

bt as i grow up.. i beginning to hate it..

coz it just gives friends reasons to nt spend it with me :(

i rather my bday to be on an ordinary day so i can celebrate it with my frens :(

but at least i noe someone who will celebrate it with me when i grow old xD

she said when we grow old she'll celebrate bday with me, and we'll have a ahma gathering :)
which makes me happy even though it might nt come true,
coz at least she had tat nice nice thought :D
but anw i also dunnoe why i lyk celebratin my bday.. LOL..
i STILL haven learnt how to get over stuff easily.. RARR!

ohwell back to maths!! ciaos!! :)

Labels: bell, holidays, homework, rants

♥i'll always remember you
@ 5:48 PM

feeling....

GOT MY NEW LAPTOP,
THIN AND LIGHT,
BUT UGLY ; YESTERDAY :)

too plain and stiff lookin, not my type
but i love the dolby surround installed in its speakers *THUMB UP* :)

brought it out today and tried to watch paranormal acitivy at mac with guoyi and the twinnies
met shu hui tere coincidentally too :)
but din get to watch once again :(
so sad, next time i must load it before i leave hse meetin them, heh..

and i somehow feel lyk teres a big big stone in me :(
its the feeling...

u noe wats the thing to do..
u noe wat pleases ppl, u noe wat to do to make things right again
but u just cant bring urself to do it,
because u dont feel like getting bothered by it anymore

its not that u dont care, or dont treasure it anymore
its just that ure afraid how things would turn out if u cared too much
RARR nvms nobody will ever understand this anyway -.-

i feel like im such a mean, unfeeling and selfish person sometimes :(

guoyi's right.. busy-ness helps keep one trouble-free.. hahaha..
im too free.... i shall go edit my i&r now xP

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 9:30 PM

the As

*GASPS* chinese A level is tomorrow.. lyk.. 12 hours later o.o

yet im nt studyin :/
but seriously, now tat teres no more "bao zhang bao dao",
i dun really noe wats tere to study..

i mean, i only studied notes for bao zhange bao dao last year for chinese Os.. :/
ohwell, maybe i'll just flip thru chinese textbook later.. den tats it.. haha

but i somehow feel very insecure..
its lyk tere hasnt been preparation.. nt lyk de feelin i had last yr,
whr we had chinese nite classes..

OHWELL.. its 12 hours before the paper alr.. too late to really do anythin.. haha

and this week no lessons... :)
Yet we have to go school EVERYDAY.. -.-
they said follow OP schedule, but yet, we have to report in school everyday same time

lyk..... super duper dumb -.-''
i dunnoe wat im gonna do in sch on monday, weds and fri...
coz my OP rehersals are on tues and thurs -.-''

AND they're oni lyk about 2 hours ? how lame can our sch get..

THANKFULLY, the real OP's on next weds :)
means PROJECT WORK ENDS ON NEXT WEDS :D
YAYYYY! tat'll be the happiest moment in my j1 life man xD
means official HOLIDAYS starts NEXT WEDS! .... if i dun need re-exam any subs tat is.. zzz

but so sad... my real OP's audience,
no fishy lyk in all my OP rehersals, and no bell :(
miss one time slot to be bell's audience and miss one time slot for her to be mine too..
so sad :(

OHWELL, wish me luck as i finish my J1 A level subs this month ! :D
lookin forward to next yr....... hopefully J2....... *SIGHS*

HOPEFULLY I GET THE SAME GRADE FOR A LEVEL CHINESE AS I GOT FOR Os *PRAY HARD*

Labels: bell, rants, studies

♥i'll always remember you
@ 7:15 PM

a long day

today got back chem , chinese and bio paper 1..
i failed chem overall by 5 marks :(

i finally passed bio :)
and im happy tat i gt 51 /6o for my chi compo!!!! :D
bt sad thin is tat i got deducted 6 marks for my wrong words :(
to think dictionary can be used =.=

or else i wld have aced overall :(
but glad my chinese never lets me down, and never makes me worry :)
its de oni sub this whole yr, tat has been consistent, and never needed me to worry about

saddest part is when i got back chem though
coz i really studied this time, yet i failed once agn :(
just din fail tat badly, BUT ITS STIL FAIL =.=

i noe overall its still my fault for screwin up my 60%,
and not workin hard from the start, startin my revision only 2 weeks before de paper
when i noe im weakest at that sub :(
i just hope tat i'll be given another chance to work hard durin hols, and get a chance at doin A levels next year :( i dun wanna retain :(

but good thing, san cheered me up today :)
she came my hse and we cam-whored usin my laptop cam :D
we went blog hopping too, and gossiped quite abit.. haha..

oh this was done by san and ME!! :D