Friday, July 03, 2009
CAN-ME-SCREAM?
TODAY I FINALLY GOT TO RUN!
WOOOOO! ran 5 rounds, 3 with ah bell and guoyiiiii~
2 with guoyiiii only :)
den sat down at my lovely green field and chit chat with ah bell,
while ah mabel ran with guoyi another 2 rounds~
even played 3 person chopsticks with lydia, super funny.. hahaha
DEN
had my chem mid yr ytd, and maths mid yr the day before, FINALLY OVER! :)
chem ytd made me fed up, really fed up :(and made me feel lyk an IDIOT.. =.=''
i felt lyk a total wreck..i feel lyk ive let my mummy down, and most imptly, my chem tutor :(
durin the whole paper, all i was thinkin was,
"i dun wanna fail anymore, i wanna prove to mummy i can do this, i din choose de wrong combi"
and i din wanna let my chem tutor down :(
aft she spent so much tym with me, if i giv her the paper with a U grade,
i dunnoe how disappointed she'll be lor :(
to think my mum believed in me, let me skip church camp, DUA, even skipped sch tat day to mug,
but in de end? all have gone to waste
i dunnoe how im gonna get 30% outta 40% for CHEM for my promo..
if i cant,
i'll be retaining :(
bt maybe coz i oni lyk gave my all when it was de day before chem...
bt maybe it was too late..
zzz
i regret with all my small heart nt studying in sec sch,
nt bein serious in my work durin sec sch
coz it was whr de foundation was SUPPOSED to be built
NOW, im lyk a combined science student standard with no background of amaths
even though i AM a triple sci student.. =.=
how embarassing...
all i hope is for a pass in my maths now, or a B to make me happy :(
GOSH, i stil cant believe i cant get over the chem thing up til now,
its been lyk 24 hrs alr.. STUPID, STUPID!!!
though i was a lil encouraged by my chi teacher when she said,
we shld all treat our studies as a personal challenge, not a "doomsday" thing
she said that we shld just try our very best, try to overcome this challenge,
den always sayin we wont make it..
SO,
i'll try to take up this challenge called CHEMISTRY
and look at it at a new perspective :)
OH ANYWAY,
TRANSFORMERS' MEGAN FOX IS LYK SO HOT xP
ive been wantin to say it here since lyk sunday.. heh heh..
AHAHA, tats all for my random ranting..
♥i'll always remember you
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@ 7:08 PM
