MANDA'S FAIRYTALE♥

WTH IS WRONG?

WTH

STUCK AT HOME,
is actually FINE with ME you know
but stuck at home with LIMITED USAGE OF COM,
is ~~FREAKIN~~ PISSING ME OFF.

im supposed to be out with hannah today..
bt coz of my sore throat, kind hannah says to rest at home =)
so yupp im at home.. with my com and psp..
WHICH IS WHAT I LIKE TO DO

BUT, SOMEONE TOOK OUR LAPTOP WIRES AWAY..
WOW.. WHAT A GOOD ~~FREAKIN~~ PLAN MAN
JUST TAKE THE LAPTOPS AWAY, SELL THEM, THROW THEM
THROW THEM DOWNSTAIRS LET THEM CRASH
DUN LEAVE THEM HERE WITH NO POWER TO USE

heck.. keep saying we oni noe how to play, we're lousy, we're forgetful, irresponsible,
say we hot tempered short tempered, always throw tantrums,
HELLO??! i think YOU threw 100 times more tantrums den us man
and YOU'RE THE ROLE MODEL FOR OUR SHORT TEMPERED-NESS OKAE

no wonder i immediately told de older youths you're isnt my role model when they asked
ppl all look up to their mums for their kindness, their watvea goodness,
you? all u do is CRITICISE, i think tats wat you do BEST..

and now also no one to rant to =(
too lethargic to sms, coz i haven been slpin well =(
& even if i feel lyk callin someone, I DONT HAVE THE VOICE TO SPEAK A WORD =.=

and heres an ironic story of ME TODAY
on one hand, im sick so im resting at home lyk how someone wants me too
on another hand, another grp wans me out coz its been a long tym since we went out, bt i said im nt free bcoz i tot i wldnt be.. ~
on the last hand, i wanna be out with someone coz its been so lonnggg since we met up =( even though i wldnt hav de voice to say a word =.=

AND in de end, i built a wooden dinosaur at HOME to kill tym =.=
next will be building a piano and a guitar as soon as this laptop runs outta batt..
you noe, those 3D figures, made of wood.. ya

what, "you can play all you want aft O levels"
"play until you forget your name"
all those are just PACKS OF BIG FAT LIES
now alr being stopped from playin..?!

we dont play den wat? DO BOOK REVIEWS AND COMPOS LYK YOU WANT US TO?!?
YOU THINK NOW WAT?
17th CENTURY ?!
JUST BECOZ YOU DONT PLAY TAT MUCH WHEN YOU'RE YOUNG,
DOESNT MEAN WE HAVE TO FOLLOWE YOUR FOOTSTEPS
AND I'll NVR follow ur footsteps
NEVER EVER. I'll CARVE MY OWN FOOTSTEPS MYSELF

cant believe my holiday spirit is RUNIED RIGHT BEFORE NEW YEAR's EVE

and
sometimes i wished i cld noe exactly where i stand in everyone's hearts,
so cld place them at the same place in mine,
instead of forever holding on to people who dont seem to bother

SO another NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
i dont wanna be soft hearted to anyone next yr
i rather be INDIFFERENT to everythin so i cant feel any emotions CEPT highness,
better den always getting emotional & hopeful,
coz HOPING only brings more DISAPPOINTMENT

yupps tats wat i learnt for this yr. END

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