MANDA'S FAIRYTALE♥

feeling....

GOT MY NEW LAPTOP,
THIN AND LIGHT,
BUT UGLY ; YESTERDAY :)

too plain and stiff lookin, not my type
but i love the dolby surround installed in its speakers *THUMB UP* :)

brought it out today and tried to watch paranormal acitivy at mac with guoyi and the twinnies
met shu hui tere coincidentally too :)
but din get to watch once again :(
so sad, next time i must load it before i leave hse meetin them, heh..

and i somehow feel lyk teres a big big stone in me :(
its the feeling...

u noe wats the thing to do..
u noe wat pleases ppl, u noe wat to do to make things right again
but u just cant bring urself to do it,
because u dont feel like getting bothered by it anymore

its not that u dont care, or dont treasure it anymore
its just that ure afraid how things would turn out if u cared too much
RARR nvms nobody will ever understand this anyway -.-

i feel like im such a mean, unfeeling and selfish person sometimes :(

guoyi's right.. busy-ness helps keep one trouble-free.. hahaha..
im too free.... i shall go edit my i&r now xP

Labels: friends, personnal, rants

♥i'll always remember you
@ 9:30 PM

Now I Know Why..

this week has been for some reason, VERY TIRING..
so tirin, i din hav mood do hmk every day i reached home..
and i even felt lyk i took drugs when i was on de bus home today-.-
tat was how drowsy i was =(

i wanted to pon sch today one lor..
coz i tot will be late for sch, woke up at 6.45am,
(the time im supposed to leave for sch)
din get to finish my breakky as a result =(
anyway, i tried out soccer last friday..
it was from 4plus to 7plus, reached home at 9plus o.o

trainin was alrite, MUCH TOUGHER den wat i EXPECTED
but the match aft trainin was.. woahhh.. totally awesome xP
soccer was nvr so fun to me til tat match..

bt mainly coz it was very challengin, both physically and mentally
coz havta strategise a lil, den listen out for seniors' advices..
but honestly, i kinda dislike de trainin part..

i kicked de ball lyk umpteen times, and only 3 to 4 goals -.-
and wasnt allowed a break til we had 60 goals..
and the goal was de the goal post, bt de goal POLE.. tat was why i cldnt do it, too narrow xP
bt outta my 5 individual goals into de goal post, i cld kick 3 good balls.. accordin to the coach. LOL.

den SATURDAY,
my family "obeyed" de EARTH HOUR THING
we offed all our lights -.-
and my sis and i used candles for an hr.. hahahahaha

i was busy takin pics of the candles, coz i think candles are a beauty xP
and my sis was busy tearin her foolscap to BURN =.=''

den my rents went out, leavin us in de DARK..
two meanins, one, they din tell us whr they went, secondly, de hse was really pitch dark..hahaha
bt nt bad la, had mcflurry and fries for supper =)

TUESDAY, i think....
dialled "2" on my phone rite after i left sch :)
coz i felt lyk eatin dinner outside with a friend..

so sandy and i met when i reached her bus stp :)
went to j8, went mac buy fries, and bought my chocolate too, for my appetisers XDD
den walk walk walk, til we had de urge to eat.....
PIZZA HUT !!!!

everythin was very last minute call thingy, din expect her to be AT HOME ~~waitin for my call~~ hahaha..
bt she did say tat she wanted ask me out too,
awwww telepathy =)

so we ate the special meal thingy, tat cost 9plus.. bt nt bad la, very fillin :D
den we took many pics at the bus stop while waitin for 88 =)

short, but great dinner-out x)

and yay she's startin sch SOON xP

which means, we can maybe go home tog, means my journey home wont be lonely every single day alr :DDD

anyways, today we had a personality/job career thingy in civics class..

my personality is INFP..

go type tat in google to find out my personality XD

and annabel said mine's de weirdest lor =( and lydia said no wonder im so illogical.. so sad.. ):

coz lydia, shu hui had ISFP, annabel & amabel had ISFJ

oni me INFP.. eeeyerrr.. bt nvms la, UNIQUE xP

& i think quite accurate lor..

one accurate weakness i admit is,

"INFPs need to develop more assertiveness, and can benefit from learning how to offer honest criticism of others when needed"

as well as..

"When INFPs are disappointed, they tend to become negative about everything around them. Trying to develop more objectivity about their projects will help keep INFPs less vulenrable to criticism and disappointment"

eeyer.. aft readin my weakness, i find my personality so weak and fragile -.-''

EH bt on the bright side, they say im COMPASSIONATE, LOYAL lor :DD

see these,

"INFPs seldom express the intensity of their feelings and often appear
reticent and calm. However, once they know you, they are enthusiastic and warm.
INFPs are friendly, but tend to avoid superficial socializing. They treasure
people who take the time to understand their goals and values....
...They avoid conflict and are not interested in impressing or
dominating others unless their values are at stake"

SO TRUE.. xP NOW i noe de reasons for my thinkings and logics XD

okaes enough of fooling ard.. haha.. off to SERIOUS HOMEWORK :)

and i have tests again next wk.. argh -.- as well as PW draft to complete..

eeyer.. i need inspirations =( booooo..

Labels: friends, outings, personnal, school

♥i'll always remember you
@ 9:58 PM

WTH IS WRONG?

WTH

STUCK AT HOME,
is actually FINE with ME you know
but stuck at home with LIMITED USAGE OF COM,
is ~~FREAKIN~~ PISSING ME OFF.

im supposed to be out with hannah today..
bt coz of my sore throat, kind hannah says to rest at home =)
so yupp im at home.. with my com and psp..
WHICH IS WHAT I LIKE TO DO

BUT, SOMEONE TOOK OUR LAPTOP WIRES AWAY..
WOW.. WHAT A GOOD ~~FREAKIN~~ PLAN MAN
JUST TAKE THE LAPTOPS AWAY, SELL THEM, THROW THEM
THROW THEM DOWNSTAIRS LET THEM CRASH
DUN LEAVE THEM HERE WITH NO POWER TO USE

heck.. keep saying we oni noe how to play, we're lousy, we're forgetful, irresponsible,
say we hot tempered short tempered, always throw tantrums,
HELLO??! i think YOU threw 100 times more tantrums den us man
and YOU'RE THE ROLE MODEL FOR OUR SHORT TEMPERED-NESS OKAE

no wonder i immediately told de older youths you're isnt my role model when they asked
ppl all look up to their mums for their kindness, their watvea goodness,
you? all u do is CRITICISE, i think tats wat you do BEST..

and now also no one to rant to =(
too lethargic to sms, coz i haven been slpin well =(
& even if i feel lyk callin someone, I DONT HAVE THE VOICE TO SPEAK A WORD =.=

and heres an ironic story of ME TODAY
on one hand, im sick so im resting at home lyk how someone wants me too
on another hand, another grp wans me out coz its been a long tym since we went out, bt i said im nt free bcoz i tot i wldnt be.. ~
on the last hand, i wanna be out with someone coz its been so lonnggg since we met up =( even though i wldnt hav de voice to say a word =.=

AND in de end, i built a wooden dinosaur at HOME to kill tym =.=
next will be building a piano and a guitar as soon as this laptop runs outta batt..
you noe, those 3D figures, made of wood.. ya

what, "you can play all you want aft O levels"
"play until you forget your name"
all those are just PACKS OF BIG FAT LIES
now alr being stopped from playin..?!

we dont play den wat? DO BOOK REVIEWS AND COMPOS LYK YOU WANT US TO?!?
YOU THINK NOW WAT?
17th CENTURY ?!
JUST BECOZ YOU DONT PLAY TAT MUCH WHEN YOU'RE YOUNG,
DOESNT MEAN WE HAVE TO FOLLOWE YOUR FOOTSTEPS
AND I'll NVR follow ur footsteps
NEVER EVER. I'll CARVE MY OWN FOOTSTEPS MYSELF

cant believe my holiday spirit is RUNIED RIGHT BEFORE NEW YEAR's EVE

and
sometimes i wished i cld noe exactly where i stand in everyone's hearts,
so cld place them at the same place in mine,
instead of forever holding on to people who dont seem to bother

SO another NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
i dont wanna be soft hearted to anyone next yr
i rather be INDIFFERENT to everythin so i cant feel any emotions CEPT highness,
better den always getting emotional & hopeful,
coz HOPING only brings more DISAPPOINTMENT

yupps tats wat i learnt for this yr. END

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 3:10 PM

manda oxide

thank you for..FOREVER givin way to me,

and recently "protectin" me lyk a motherly figure, xP

and always enduring my fengness :)

doesnt this pic look lyk FLAKEY and my bluemisty?xP

TODAY is the LAST DAY of my prelims!

though dun really LOVE today or feel happy coz it just means Os is drawin NEARER...

but anws, of coz must celebrate and enjoy awhile 1st before chiongin agn xP

WARNING : LONG AND CRAPPY POST AS YOU SCROLL DOWN

SO went j8 with sannnnnnn and xm..~!

and it was bcoz i wanted my chocolate milkshake xP

aww, me and my desperate cravings..hahaha..

bt anw, we took 410 to j8 coz we were TOO LAZY and probably tired to walk xP

and we met so many ppl lor -.-

1st we met 4joy ppl, den we met sihui tey all and 4peace ppl, den met our class boys..

j8's too small xP

anw we had alot of hesitations here and tere thanks to SANDRA LOCK.. xP

1st she wanted to eat LJS, den MCWINGS, den PIZZA HUT...

in de end, we went mac for mcwings -.-

and i guess xm was so sick of our "FLEXIBILITY TO CHANGES"

until she jux kope two fries and shooed off xP

and my favourite sentences today to xin min were...

"LEARN TO ADAPT TO CHANGES!" "BE MORE FLEXIBLE!" xP

hahahaha.. ohwell..

just made me realise how used san and i are to each other.. HAHAHAHA

coz i had no complaints or comments to san's indecisiveness and i really din mind..^.^"

i guess its really called MODIFICATION to my characteristics... LOL.. (bio)

ANYWAY,

so sannnnnn and i sat tere at mac, yakkin on her PHOBIA OF.... *ZIP* xP

den wen we went toilet i suddenly had a urge to watch WALL-E.. LOL

and sumhow we ended up callin priscilla and borrowin money frm her xP

DEN we stood at de theatres and pondered on wat to watch..

we even called rach to get advice on wat to watch..

coz san din wanna watch WALL-E =(

and we refused to watch money no enough, coz we both think its a waste of $ xP

AND we almost wanted to watch 12 LOTUS =.=''

but in de end, we din watch any =( and i din get my nachos T.T

so we stood outside de mrt station starin at de map of spore xP

and sickenin sandra wanted to go chinese garden.. hahahahaha...

while i wanted to go VIVO xP

and so we squabbled and squabbled tere..

SHE SUGGESTED: kallang ice skating MY REBUTTAL: i got enough wounds and cuts xP

SHE SUGGESTED: chinese garden hahahaha.. I JUST SAID.."LETS GO VIVO!" xP

and so her persistant answer was chinese garden... LOL!!

and mine was tampines mall to watch movie xP

AND WE ENDED UP AT DOUBY.. -.-

and we din watch movie coz SMALL LIL SANDRA wanted to find wallet =(

and i was soooooo lookin forward to my nachos lor HMPH!

haix so disappointedly, i was dragged by san to daiso -.-

WHERE SHE WANTED A DUMB LOOKIN BOX xP

hahaha.. JOKIN.. she wanted this box so badly she hinted to the person beside her..

hmm.. i wonder if de person wld rmb.. hahahahaa..

so in de end i din get to buy a decent, cute lil box =(

i din even get to buy tat cute plastic bag wih cute wordins..

but we went SPOTLIGHT after tat, whr i gt this plain grey box..

i dunnoe why i bought it too xP

guess was too sleepy until din noe wat i was doin.. LOL!

while san bought "MEE FEN" to KNIT A SCARF.. hahahahahaha

the threads thingys looked TOOO like MEE FEN tat i cldnt stop laughin at her.. xP

(she looked lyk my mother choosin MEE FEN) xP

OH BE MY WITNESS, SHE SAID SHE WANNA KNIT SCARF FOR ME.. ^.^

bt i guess i'll see it 5yrs later xP tats her deadline, when we go IRELAND with rach :)

ANNNNNDDDD i cldnt find a nice envelope for somebody's belated card =(

BUT!!! sandy kindly volunteered to make for me an envelope =)

so oh well, all i needa do later is do de card's front cover :D

after tat, we had AUNTIE ANNIE'S! :D

and i koped lyk 1/4 of her cinnamon thin xP I LOVE TAT CINNAMON THINGY, GOSH..

but she din treat me one piece lyk promised!! xP

jkjk.. hahahaha..

and we boarded train to marina bay and back to tp (:

coz i wanted to sit more xP

and it was a SO RIGHT decision..

oz when at marina bay, it was so empty lor..

and both of us were slpin tere xP

san slept so close to me.. okaes nt even called close..

she literally laid on my back coz i was leanin more on de screen thingy.. hahahaha

until she cld feel my heartbeat.. GOSH.. hahahah.

den she took a crazy picture of herself -.-
which u can see her if u LOOK CLOSELY to de BLACK THIN THERE.. hahaha xP
and she insisted on takin a pic together bt i deleted it xP
coz i looked lyk a drug addict with my eyes 3/4 closed -.-
was too sleepy le xP

and i was half aslp all de way tat i kept spoutin nonsense.. hahahaha..

and as usual, i asked strange and stupid questions which she only HUH at with no answers XD

but yesterday had nitemare lor =(
oni had 4hrs of sleep coz i slept at 1plus plus plus coz i cldnt sleep =(
and when i fell aslp i had nitemareS -.-
TWO nitemares in 4 hrs -.-

coz i was frightened until i woke up in cold sweat at 5plus am =(
den i was sooo affected by them i tried to think of frens who cld give me comfort xP
bt they all looked lyk dead corpses and monsters everytym i think of them T.T
so i went to sleep with my maid in de end..~

and i cldnt get back to sleep frm 5plus all de way to 7.20am when it was about tym to wake up
and it affected my whole day's behaviour lor..
i cldnt do my chem paper in peace coz it was lyk somethin botherin bottling up in me =(
but thank god when i was doin bio, i was in a relaxed mood :D

den followed by a whole day of feng-ness and half aslpness xP

and durin this weekend, learnt alot more about myself =/
learn tat i really like and dislike things/ppl/anythin very fast..and scary..
coz in one day.. three people told me tat.. =(
and when de third person told me tat.. it impacted me alot xP

and then tere was this conversation with my mum and sis..
and our conclusion was tat im now numb towards everythin ard me,
coz i dun wanna get involved in the world's pain and hurt, and frustrations..
well its a kinda gradual and i myself din realise until tat day they mentioned,
tat ive been escaping reality so much tat i cant sense ppl's moods anymore

im nt tat sensitive to others' feelings, and im nt sensitive to wat ppl say anymore..

i guess its just coz i had too many frustrations and disappointments and blahhh before
(guess i have a weak little fragile heart) xP
so i guess i just wanted to live a life concentrating on studies..
but maybe it isnt tat good, coz it caused me to overlook others' moods...
&not being able to help cheer ppl up makes my weak heart feel worse..
but it doesnt matter anymore,doesnt it..its all done and over..-.-

ohwell..~
i guess i have this layer of manda oxide around me,
causing me to be oblivious to de people ard me.. sadd isnt it..?
haha.. too much chemistry, manda!! xP

LASTLY!

i love this alot alot alot alot alot alot alot, gosh xP

-x33- (:

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 7:45 PM

Next to You, You next to Me

SHINE SHINE SHINE! :D
Be next to me

"..Do you know what it's like

To feel so in the dark

To dream about a life

Where you're the shining star.."

this week's been more "eventful" den last week i guess xP
got back more results.. and i totally flunked amaths both papers, a great F9, yippees -.-
and emaths haven gt back paper2, bt i can guess total marks gonna be a C6 the max.. xP
BUT, i learnt tat i shld learn to recall happy stuff, so heres it, i gt a solid A1 for lit :D
1st A, and maybe, that single A may turn to a C when combined with SS, ahh, sian..
i wonder what will happen to me if i really get these results for prelims....

YESTERDAY,
i realised how much i missed talkin on the fone with rachrach.. :x
coz after sansan "left the convo" i didnt hang up, coz i cldnt bear to.. xP
BUT, my stupid fone ran outta batt and bein outside, i cldnt call her back..
though, when i was bathin, she called my hse fone (:
but sadly i was rushin tuition hmk after tat, no tym call her back..
maybe i'll call her later, our convo was left hangin halfway lor....! haha =)

and i think its coz of that short lil convo tat made me feel better compared to other days (:
so, i finally managed to get those "stones" in me these few days last nite..
and i think its coz of the music i was listenin to, too..
coz the lyrics just totally matched the way i felt.. xP
anw, it was CAMP ROCK's SOUNDTRACK..

yes, its a disney channel new original movie comin up in sept
but i think its songs are even more impactful then HSM's..
and im startin to look forward to watchin it xP
though i dun really fancy their storyline, or characters
(though i think joe jonas is kinda cute at some angles, i think de gal is so nt suit him :x )

i hope its up to my standard and nt disappoint me
though, i really think disney's motive is to make it somethin lyk HSM
it just gave me tat impression xP

All that you need is the music

To take you to some other place

Where you know you belong

TODAY,
'celebrated' national day in sch!
took lotsa pics with 4PEACE peeps (:
for some reason, they all came to our table durin recess,
and somehow our table became a "PEACE" table, filled with funfun ppl :D

YUPPS, heres the pic of 2PEACIES and 4PEACIES ;)
such a big grp, and fun too ! felt lyk a big big family xP

and of coz we had our own 2peace photo taking (:

and stupid birdy forced me to take photo with her xP
hahaha.. and the best part is her fone no batt -.-
in de pic above, shes actin tall coz shes short! lalala~ xP

AND xiao PIG and her almost saw my IC ... my ugly "twin sister" IC -.-
(the person who gave me my IC asked, "is this your older sister, you two are twins?")
which shows how ugly it is lor.... and so im gonna leave it at home,
to take precaution in case anythin happens to it agn, lyk my EZ LINK =.=

ahh, shant mention much about this part of the day today..
it was TOO DUMB =.=''
but it was kinda fun, feng-in ard, NO CLASS, NO STUDYIN, NO RESULTS TAKING ^x^

then, after the whole day's events, we headed to j8 to "da bao" food -.-

its DUMB coz we "da bao" to go brenda's hse to EAT -.-

it was a LONNNNGG wait for MOS burgers and our bubble tea lor..

so kinda sian-ed diao~
and coz quite tired too.. haha..
OH and when i was about to doze off, rach called..
and we chatted chatted awhile..i didnt wanna hang up coz same reason as above, ^x^
kinda dumb coz we were meetin awhile after tat..bt somehow i just miss tokin on the fone xPanw, we hanged out at bren's room til 2plus,
found out actually she doesnt have THAT much clothes and shoes as expected
and it was back home (:
we took taxi to our sch bus stp and just nice 56 came! :D

OHOH, and i can use 1000 msgs this mth le!
dun needa save msgs anymore
(SORRY TO ANYONE WHOM I HAVENT BEEN REPLYIN MSGS! *bow head* xP)
coz M1 called and told me my 500msgs has been refunded to me, YAYS!!!! :D
bt nt sure if my mum cancelled those 500msgs though -.-
but dont care.. if she cancelled, too bad xP coz i alr used 700++ goin 800 xP

BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN FLOOD ME WITH MSGS HOR
coz it depends on who you are den i reply de xP

okaes, im gonna Zzz now..
cant help it, i was awaken halfway last nite by a nitemare which i forgot le.. PHEW.. xP
and the nites before, i either banged my head on my bed sides while slpin causin me to wake up
or i just cldnt sleep...
so i needa catch up on those lost hours of sleep!

oh and... thanks thanks thanks thanks to tiggie =)
thanks for always smsin me at the right times xP i think you make a great mind reader,
SOMETIMES.. hahahaha..
i love L.Q.H! xP

NITES! smile ! =D

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to

all my time, stuck in yesterday...

...You're the remedy

I'm searchin' hard to find

To fix the puzzle

that I see inside

Painting all my dreams the color of your smile

When I find you it will be alright

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 5:17 PM

" I don’t want to have sad thoughts

if I can help it

But they’re bound to come, right?

When they do, I’ll smile and say

Yeah hello! I hope I can call you

My friend..."

~~like who can smile when theres sad thoughts~~

mock exams results are back !
all i can say is tat emaths P1
is the highest so far..-.-
34/80 =.= yes, so u can imagine.....
and the BEST part is, i told myself to give up on eamths..-.-
but so far, gt back de subs i weakest at lahh xP
phys, amaths and emaths....
why must get back these 3 first =(
demoralise me oni lor... i think im just pure lousy in calculations part of studies..
(like i score well in languages liddat-.-)

but i hope i passed my bio and chem! xP
if i end up havin a F9 like for phys, think i'll really lose hope in gettin into SAJC =(

which reminds me!
i went to SAJC open house on saturday, with nana and sansan~
well, kinda like the sch.. coz its so... dunnoe..feel lyk everyone's so warm tere xP
and the ppl tere seem so enthu and fun.. just wat i lyk xP
i think poly life is too ....... for me.. i dunnoe xP

i really hope i can do well for Os..

den at nite, went to watch fireworks with ~~sandy~~ my parents and sis..

we watched it from an unusual place that i nvr knew xP
its opposite the spore flyer..
diagonally across esplanade.. know where? guess not xP
but anw, its kinda lyk in de middle of a constuction site thin, reachable by car only ^.^"
almost got lost with my mum and sis inside lor...imagine.. hahaha
but managed to get to a field place lahh..where the view was.. WOW..
coz i didnt expect a place with so few ppl, to have such a clear big view

i took photos of the fireworks, coz i wanted to blog about it xP
and the reason why i wanna blog about it is coz...
i watched these with sandy (:

thats nite, i somehow had this strong feeling tat sandy wld watch fireworks at de esplanade xP
so i smsed her when i knew tat my family was gonna bring me tere..
and, surprisingly, i was RIGHT! :D
though i was right about the feeling tat somebody else wld be watchin it too..
but i also guessed she was watchin it with a stranger, and so didnt disturb her.. (and i read your LJ posts le btw)

ANW, sansan and i msged throughout the start til the end of the fireworks,
so i can proudly say i watched it with her! ^x^
but sadly she cldnt receive some of my msgs til the fireworks ended -.-
but im glad i got to indirectly watch it with her (:and, this yr ones arent tat nice as compared to last yr's.. ^.^"
i guess last yr one was nicer coz tere was more atmosphere kinda thin?

OH, and on sunday nite had family gathering.. goodbye party for one of my cousies..
spent my time on amaths with sophia (:
(though she cldnt rmb alot of thins) xP
but kinda fun hanging out with cousins and nieces once in awhile.. (:
even though, it was just watchin initial D at my cousin's hse while de adults chitchat downstairs..

AND TODAY,
i had chemistry SPA SKILL 3, O LEVEL -.-
this de 1st time i met with an EXAM QUESTION tat i totally had no idea wat to do =.=
bt im glad its over xP
forget about how well or poorly i did.. forget it xP

FORGET IT..

~~everything seems to be fading away~~
~~forget it, no mater how much i rant, it isnt gonna change anything, isnt it.~~

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♥i'll always remember you
@ 6:37 PM

SATURDAY! went out with mich (:
main purpose was to get her poster actually..~
and to get her 'love berry' magazine..
so we went to kino..
and i spotted the mag 1st! xP
and it came with a free goodie agn *coughcough*
but this tym de item was.. "erm".. xP
& thanks to me, we figured out whats it for.. hahaha..
at least tats what we i think tat is for ^x^

then, we went to LJS for lunch..~
and she told me stories agn ^.^..
bt tis tym we were tokin bout religious stuff, supernatural stuff..~
its amazin how wide conversations ranges one can have.. haha..

AND we went to my ipod shop on de dunnoe which level..
and the ear piece are lyk SO EX?!
how am i ever gonna have new ear piece ):
up til now, i haven got one new pair..
and i guess my mum's nt gonna get mii a new pair,
given my results and my studyin attitude..
*sighs*

anw, we finally had a picture taken tog after a long long tym..
i think.. about one yr le xP
we went to heeren, wantin to take neos..
but den, we realised de top floor was closed..
so we went to cine to take instead (:
oh de neoprint is up tere on de left if u din notice xP
i wanted put it bigger de..
bt apparantly my stupid scanner quality is poor,
and not only tat lor, its UNFRIENDLY..
so i went to photobucket to resize the pic, hopin it wld be clearer..
and i was too lazy to edit the rest xP

OH and i must comment tat,
the passing of the poster frm the stranger..
was REAL FAST..
it was lyk.. u can just blink ur eyes twice then done le..
and and and..
is lyk mich and that stranger..lyk.."oh THATS HER"
as in lyk..
they look at each other and they noe they are de ones meetin each other..
i was really amazed xP
and yeah, maybe lyk she said, i lack the experience...~

AND..
i wanted to pass her de previous notebook today..
but i half forgot and half unwilling =X
so both add together.. ended up nt passin it to her.. oh well..~

AND I SKIPPED YF on sat! xP
sry hannah!

SUNDAY or MONDAY..
cant rmb which..
went to my newest nephew one mth bday.. (:
yes, im a "aunty" agn..~
i so far hav two new baby nephews.. so cool eh xP

and on one of these nites,
i received a msg frm hannah LG..
just wanna say,
cheer upppppp! ;)
dun think too much about it eh!
lovelove(:

TUESDAY..
had class photo taking (:
and woah i loved the last part of it coz,
we were allowed to split into grps, our own cliques..
and this was de pose the guy asked us to do..~ (:
pretty isnt it?
though, this was taken with rach's phone.. hahaha..

WEDNESDAY! -happy bday CHAR SIEW BAO, valerie! (:

san din come sch ):
she had infection.. or shld i say,
shes havin eye infection..
so sadddd..~ ):
but i think i'll be mitin her later (if she doesnt forget) before i go for piano... (:
hope ur eye wun worsen..
hope u'll come back to school soon =)
hope ur doctor gives you de right advice! xP

and i missed char siew bao's bday song thingy.. ^.^"
despite her reminders for the past dunnoe how many days durin chem lessons..
i still forgot about it xP

oh well.....~ i still owe her a 'solo pres'..
i'll make sure i get it done SOON ^x^

kkaes havta practice piano le!
i practiced ytd nite frm 8-9pm lahh..
play until i hated de piano... dun even feel lyk lookin at those WHITE KEYS.. *pukes*
coz my fingers were achin frm it..
though, piano makes a gd "fa xie tong"..
in other words,
wheneva im stressed out,
playing the piano helps me feel less stressed..
WELL, at least playin canon in D helps..

BUT NT THOSE PIANO PIECES argh...
those are gettin on my nerves..
my piano exam is lyk 1 and half weeks away..
im nt done with my "scales" "appeggios" and my last exam piece is OBVIOUSLY NOT UP TO STANDARD FOR EXAM..

-.-
i shldnt rant on all these here..
coz no one wld understand all de piano thingys..
and no one wld understand how stressed i feel now... =(
coz, no one needs to bother about piano and studies at the same tym..

ARGH.

Labels: bestie, birthday, dear, outings, personnal, piano

♥i'll always remember you
@ 7:56 AM

oh oh oh! i got the scores for final fantasy from nana alr!!

AND i mastered de first line of the final fantasy song...~
i think its scores are SO accurate.. which makes things easier for mii..
i wanna master de whole song soon!! its so nice, though its a sad song.. (:

its 10th april today..and im wasnt prepared for it..oops.. xP -x33-

Labels: -x33-, final fantasy, personnal

♥i'll always remember you
@ 10:10 AM

this is my 228th post!
AND THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST..
its just the pourin out of my inner thoughts thats all (:

anw ive been doin some dumb stuff these past one hr or so..
lookin thru past posts and stuff..
so dumb-.-

bt it really brought many memories..
which reminds mii, i wrote a poem in lit class today!
and it was meant to be touchin bt sumhow i think it doesnt sound nice or rhymin ^^"

anw i realised my posts have changed since 2006..
de format and style..
and even de mood..
i guess people jux gets more moody over stuff more easily wen they get older..
i wish i cld go back to sec2 life..
tat carefree, and tat 2peace spirit..

theres jux so many things thats changin..
i miss sittin at round table wif all peacies..yakkin n highin tog..
i miss singin carefreely in classes..
i miss nite talks..

guess sec4 life is busy afterall..
teres lesser n lesser time to catch up with each other..
and im nt lykin it =(

i guess everyone just have their own lives to live..

on another note,
EVERLAND concert is tmr!
and im half excited.. half nt.. xP
AND IM SO GLAD THIS WK IS OVER!
all de tests.. and all unhappy stuff..
NEXT WEEK SHALL BE A NEW WEEK (:

Labels: personnal

♥i'll always remember you
@ 12:35 PM

tis week been rather tirin..~

all i rmb is 2.4 trial run AGAIN-.-

and ms chng said we cheated in de runnin..

so next wk havta run agn =(

oh well..we did cheat in de turnin part..

bt we had UNITY! CLASS UNITY! xP

anw nana and i ran tog agn :D

and it was de 1st tym i pulled sumone bigger size den mii to run..

well.. seein nana in pain..

cant help but pull her along..

though i tink i din do much help...

too weak am i..tsktsk..~

and we are determined to be 1st together next wk xP

no 2nd will be allowed.. :)

well.. unless manda slows down due to tiredness xP

we will prove ms chng wrong!! :D

DEN..

on weds after sch.....

actualli supposed to have english remedial (sian)

but we received a good news frm de guys..or was it wan jun?

cant rmb xP

anw eng remedial was cancelled :D

so nana, rach n i went to.....

my house-.-

tey had actualli planned to go my hse..coz..

1) rach wanted cut hair at my hse downstairs coz its cheap (:

2) rach nvr stepped into my beloved hse before..and wants to go..haha..

3) lina was DESPERATE to go my hse..coz she complained she nvr go before..LOLX (:

SO,

we made our way to tp..~

and they chose clothes for mii to wear on saturday to EVERLAND..

while i practiced my piano..

(my internal piano exam is next mth n im nt done with de piano pieces and my teacher says shes worried for mii.. thus de diligence)

and btw, san was M.I.A coz she was involved in usherin for founders' day..

*sadd*

oh and i also showed them my BIG HSJ poster on de wall infront of my study table :D

well, nt really infront.. on de right side (:

mori's smile been there for mii this whole wk..

through tests and homeworks..

aww..~ i love mori :D

also, i showed them de handle i broke..

de hinge of de cupboard door i broke twice..bt fixed ^.^v

and lastly de lock i broke and den broke de key too -.-

i tink i hav "strong genes" jux lyk mr incredible xP

i oso broke de toilet handle in sch some time in this wk... *blushes*

ANYWAY...

i really find final fantasy songs so so nice..

i mean de classical soundtrack..

i wanna learn them on the piano!!

and im waitin ~~patiently~~ for nana to send mii de songs (:

and if possible, de scores xP

i tink i owe many ppl songs on de piano.. o.O

to think of it..i cant even cope with my piano pieces..and yet i wanna learn new ones-.-

OH and my piano teacher says im gd at piano oral ^.^ (singing notes frm piano phrases)

though,

my goal is to be able to play seishun amigo on de piano by 21st april..

or better still.. 4days before tat (:

be able to play "WEI NI CHUN ZAI" that piano part by beginnin of may..

and be able to play final fantasy THAT song, by end of may xP

OH AND TODAY!

1st went kino coz rach wanna collect her koizora bk part2..

den went somewhere to look at chirashis (:

and i tink lina's fallin in love wif yamapi..

or maybe jux kurosagi itself xP

supposed to hav maths remedial too..

bt ended up cancelled too (:

~~i love old chang kee sotong.. its official xP~~

AND IM GONNA ADD COLOURS TO EVERY ONE OF MY POST FRM NOW..

bcoz somebody complained its dull..

i accept feedbacks WELL.. xP

lastly, i must admit rachel's english is improvin (:

things she says makes more sense recently xP

esp that nite.....

THANKS RACH! (:

.." ..i rather people like me for who i am, then who im acting, "

makes lotsa sense..~

and thanks lina for recommendin a theme song to this sentence xP

"LOVE ME FOR ME" - ashley tisdale

I LOVE EVERYONE IVE BEEN HANGIN OUT WITH FOR WHO THEY ARE (:

Labels: chirashi, dear, L.A.R.S, mori, music, personnal, school

♥i'll always remember you
@ 1:06 PM

the march hols are over =(

and they seemed to have passed sooo quickly tat i din feel de hol spirit lor..

well..heres my other half of my march hols..~

THURSDAY

went to watch SKY OF LOVE..or 恋空...with san, nana n michelle..~
its chao chao chao chao chao NICE (:

very touching too..

this is de first movie i really cried..and more den once..lolx..

not oni is the guy ~~shuai~~ cool..~ bt de skies are jux so nice (:

plus im a sky-lover..~ ^.^

so of coz i lovelovelove this movie (:

think i wld wanna buy de dvd when its out :D

and i dun mind watchin it agn (:

oh and..hannah LG said shes findin someone to watch wif her ne..

maybe i'll watch with her :DD

FRIDAY

was asked out by gillian to go wild wild wet at first..
but i refused coz i dun lyk swimmin xP

and i hate wearin swimmin costumes.. ^x^

so, went orchard with mum n sis..

1st went taka..

den went far east to look at clothes (:

but i was lookin out for new sneakers..

and i cldnt find a pair to fall in love with.. *sighs*

and my sis ended up buyin more stuff den mii-.-

first time sia..shes really growin up..hehx..^.^"

and i hav a new record of smsin..

smsin three days continuously to de same person..

and its lyk really one conversation lastin for 3days..^.^"

wonder who else besides gillian chua can sms with mii for so long..~

its quite fun n nice to noe sumone's actualli wastin sms to tok crap with u..haha (:

i tink if i din stop replyin her last msg..we'll stil b msgin..hahahaha.. =)

oh which reminds mii..

gillian owes mii pizza hut meal :D

and here, i promise tat i wld go watch movie with her SOON(:

and GILLIAN's NICE ~~though im nicer~~ (:

coz i promised her to go out tmr..

bt coz i wed gt tests..she smsed and said dun nid go out..

it shocked mii though..^.^"..bt was thankful..~ (:

and she help mii cut queue today..despite some conflicts in de queue =X

bt i ended up waitin for san n rach to order their food..haha..

still,

THANKS GILLIAN BIRDIE FOR UR NICENESS :)

piggielovesbirdie! hahaha..

SATURDAY

rents brought sis n mii to pasir ris for cycling! (:

see,i told u i love skies (:

pasir ris clouds are nice..~ (:

im seriously in love with skies.. ^.^

TODAY

~~i tink i started the day wrong..~~

~~beginnin of day den emo le..for no reason..~~

~~so de day went past lyk a dream..~~

~~and i get pissed so easily..=(~~

~~ive lost motivations to study..~~

~~lost motivations to play de piano..~~

~~in fact, i detest de PI-A-NO now..~~

~~i dunnoe who i can trust...~~

~~i dunnoe why im here bloggin with such a stupid mood...~~

~~i wanna be oblivious to my surroundings..~~

~~smiles are so hard to put up..~~

~~unless i see somone close to mii smile, i cant smile...~~

~~everything seems to be drifting away..~~

~~esp one ship...~~

~~its slowly drifting into the ocean...~~

~~and i wanna learn how to be independent..~~

~~i wanna learn how to live without listenin ears, sleepin pills etc....~~

~~but i cant...~~

~~okae..i better stop my random thoughts..~~~

~~before sumone complains about my post being emo.. (:~~

~~its nt a emo post!~~

its just random..! xP

oh its one weeek to rach's bday!

and one mth to mich dear's bday..

ive gt to start savin $$$!!

LOLX.. ^.^"

Labels: outings, personnal, sky of love, true friends

♥i'll always remember you
@ 1:08 PM

okaes!!

goin malaysia SOON..
tink 1-2hrs later..
din plan to post de..
bt i REALLY MUST COMMENT ON MY WK BEFORE I GO!!
haha..

most memorable day of de week: MONDAY =)
1) was taught how to take bus frm amk to tp..
bt tat SOMETWO wasnt sure either..hahaha..wat kinda teacher? xP
2) i was sabo-ed by de cup..-.-
it really moved lor!! bt wen i told SOMETWO it moved..
it stopped movin..IT WASNT MY EYES KAES! it really did!! xP
3) i realised how sometwo was so similar to sansan..~
both dun lyk green tea...
both lyk little children..
both lyk toma..~ both...
okaes u noe they're similar can le..later i go on n on..hahaha.. xP
bt funniest thin is..sometwo went to get more n more green tea coz it was free flow..
though she din lyk it..LOLX..haha..
4) n we bought a 75-pages notebook..to deco..hahahaha..
by her bday wor..~
gosh us..~ such creative ppl eh? =)

most stressful day of the week: TUESDAY *pukes*
1) had SS test..which i din study at all..
coz i left it in sch..
n SANDRA claimed we din needa study..-.-
AND RITE..i din really finish de test =(
coz i wasted 10min away..~
10min-do urself, 10min-open bk check..
bt de 10min-do urself..i stoned tere -.-
GOOD THIN its half open bk..
or else my max marks i cld get was..hmm..3? xP

2) had bio SPA..real one..
tink i flunked it..
coz i din label,
i din do one instruction stated,
my graph axises are wrong,
i was too busy thinkin bout pee-in cldnt concentrate *blush*

OH WELL....
hope everythin goes well n smooth next wk..~ (:
im stil nt lookin forward to my bday though..
its in a wk's time.....
though,
i do wanna thank...
1) sandy pigheady/little miss SCATTERBRAIN x)
2) rachie DARLING xD
3) hannah LG (:
4) sophia DEAR..lolx~ xP
5) miss tay *LOVESLOVES*

for ur willingness to spend valentines' with mii..THANKS! x)
esp ms tay..
she even has bf le..bt stil wanna spend bday wif mii~ *touched*

OH..n i noe howta play STAR TIME on piano le..^.^
"close to you" is much diff lor.. =X

AND CNY in sch today was A BORE..YAWN-SOME...hahaha
haix.~ n i feel lyk spendin it here..
instead of spendin in malaysia...
no reason why either..

MISS MII PPL!
nt sure wen i'll b back..
fri? hahaha..or maybe tmr o.O..hahaha
tatas! (:

Labels: dear, malaysia, personnal

♥i'll always remember you
@ 4:48 AM

is there such a word as forever..?

weds..~

pei rach n san stay back for their grp deco for CNY in canteen..

well..as usual we ALWAYS managed to enjoy ourselves..

no matter how sian thins are..

we always manage to sumhow..get ourselves high! x]

this tym..we made "crowns" for every one for us..

even yanrong was forced to wear one..LOLX.. =)

and LINA VOLUNTEERED TO WEAR..amazin.. xD

and i must admit tat i look dumb with de "crown"..-.-''

i think it looks lyk those "fei fei gong zhu" kinda thin..hahaha..

thursday..~

my grp was supposed to stay back to deco de canteen..

bt den manda chia did it durin her free period..

thus, we din havta stay back after maths remdial!! wooties! ^o^

rach, san n i went to our new hangin out place..

and we realised we din hav coins..-.-

and de oni way to buy snacks or drinks is by usin de vendin machine..

so we waited for potential passer-bys..~

and after askin 3-4ppl..got coins le...

den we realised de machine wasnt workin..^^"

THEN..

we went to de market/hawker near rach&mich hse..~

to eat prata..hahaha

and we realised its close -.-''

THEN..

went to 7-eleven..whr we found de stuff too ex xP

and bought from a mama shop..

THEN..

walked to this bench which was too small..haha

and we were tere walkin ard at mich's blk tere..

findin place to sit..DOTS?! haha..

and we in de end sat at de playground..

RIGHT DOWNSTAIRS BLK 148 xP

AND

my YANYAN was "lao hong" one!! T.T

de biscuit nt crispy de lor!!

wanted go back refund..bt so far =(

ZSD..

BISHAN MAMA SHOPS S**KS..hmph..

waste my $1..T.T

AND..my memory is quite good lor..

after so long i stil rmb whrs blk 148 ;DD

and i rmb which storey santie stays sumore..

*clap for myself* xP

anw..wat an adventurous day har.. =)

friday~

PONNED GUIDES!

haha..not realli can..

i had back appt-.-

its an annual thingy..

and i din wanna go de lor..

i wanted go guides..*sad*

but oh well..

i bought this magazine....

WHICH HAD MORI INSIDE!!! =D

ALL IN CHINESE sumore..

finally can understand wat tey sayin~ (:

SHUANG!!! x)

guys are jerks..

well...most..

not all..

GENTLEMEN are not jerks.. =)

THEY ARE NOT xP :

well..even though mori isnt a gentleman yet..

he will be one SOON (:

I KNOW HE WILL..haha..

and i wld lyk to say..

i wann him as my little brother/pet.. xP

so from now..MORI's MY LITTLE BRO..YAY! ^.^

*patpat mori* xDD

hes jux soooo adorable =)

i agree wif san tat baby boys are cutee xP

王子(:

okaes..tis one..

i found out on friday..tat hes jux 18..EIGHTEEN YRS OLD!?

which means 2yrs older den mii!

is lyk de perfect age gap xP

can he be my laogong..? xP

okae..tats it..he will b my number..err..

NUMBER 1 2 darling..!!! xD

can u see how gentleman he looks?

esp wen hes holdin tat violin..gosh..~

seldom noe of guys hu play instruments..

esp violin..

okaes maybe he doesnt..or does he?

bt whicheva de case..hes holdin it!

so counted as he playin lahh hor xP

n san says i lyk cute guys..

which i agree..

i compared all de idols i admire..

and all of them have tat kinda look..

tat..hmm..boyish look..?

BUT THEY ARE GENTLEMAN..!

dun lyk BOYS..childish BOYS esp..EWW..*pukes* xP

i wann my future husband to have a boy,young look..

yet gentleman.. plays an instrument.. composes songs.. hahahaha.. xD

and de oni person hu fits tis description is...

王子!

-END!- (:

wish tere is a pic tat has SKM3..plus wang zi..~

I LOVE SKM3!! x]

-end- x)

its been a wk since you have left..

Labels: besties, mori, personnal, school, wang zi

♥i'll always remember you
@ 9:02 AM

okaes..from now..i shant say any emo stuff le..

coz santie say must learn how to put ytd's burdens away..or sumthin..^.^"

haha..bt oh well..~ JUST TIS LAST TIME.. xP

maid went home on saturday..~ woke up at 6plus am to send her off..

hmm..at 1st really had no feelins..numbnumb de..

den..reached airport..blahblah..~

and..de person measurin weight of luaggage say found trouble wif us..-.-

ZSD..den rents hadta go back home to get a bigg luggage..TSKTSK..

stupid woman sia...

den went to eat sum stuff..

halfway thru, maid hadta go off le..

de moment she walked..

all of us started cryin.. ):

den all de hugging n stuff...

but i must say tat my sis cried much more den mii...

well..reached home..i cried another tym on my bed.....

and i fell aslp -.-''

haix...~ im gonna miss her though...

de new maid isnt tat bad..

she does everythin i say ^.^"

n very hardworkin..nt bad lahh really (:

on de sunny side!!!

de budget terminal is REALLY VERY BUDGET...

its lyk twice de size of KCP hall..n tats it -.-

so smalll.....!!!!

and its oni bein used by tiger airways..SO LAME?! haha..

TODAY!

nothin much bahh...

late for chinese remedial...AS USUAL xP

and chen tak guang said he'll report us to wah nah lim =X

oh well...his kind hearted soul wun let him do it bahh xP

and...i really shld start doin my hmk promptly!!

I WILL! from..TMR ONWARDS! xP

i dun wan stay back n do in sch sia... siansian..

though dun wu hui! is nt de teachers ask us stay back do hor!

is do on our own accord! so guai...! xP

..and manda was so mean today....

will try to be nicer tmr..?

hmm....

nahh......

manda jux dislikes flirtatious beings..

SORRY HOR.

-end-

idunnoewattodo.caninotcare?no.why?justcant.

-end-

i wonder whether we can take tis kinda pic agn next yr..or next next yr...

I LOVE HANGING OUT WITH SAN&RACH! (((((:

小牛肉 LOVES 小鸡肉&大猪头 FOREVA (:

-end- (:

gillian: PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE! xP

Labels: besties, personnal

♥i'll always remember you
@ 2:40 PM

TODAY....!

had phys n chem practicals..

gosh..two consecutively sia!! so tiredrin T.T

and i din get to help li huan in de gadgets...

OOOPPS.. =X

and tokin bout science...

i failed bio by one mark.. =((

haix..~

BUT I WUN LET YOU DOWN! =)

so manda's gonna work hard on bio from NOW on! gogojiayous!

and san lost her handphone pouch....

haiyo..

but anw..if its a prank..im soo nt gonna forgive tat person..

NO ONE BULLIES SANSAN! hahaha.. xP

anw..tmr maid goin back le...im gettin sadder every min =(

5 yrs wif us sia..

hope i wun cry..?

its even longer den mii n san de frenship sehh...

~~oh well..~~~

~~im wonderin how im gonna spend my bday sia..~~

~~suddenly, jux dun feel lyk realli celebratin it..~~

~~jux wan a simple one..spendin it with you all..~~

~~bt doubt it wil cum thru lahh hor..?~~

~~so many things goin on.....~~

~~n im startin to dislike my bday even...~~

~~coz next tym i cant spend it wif my besties =(~~

~~coz next tym everyone will hav their own bfs.. =(~~

~~dun nid say next tym..jux take next yr can le..~~

~~maybe next yr onwards my bday cant b spent wif my besties le..~~

~~everyone else hus bday isnt valentine's can spend it wif thier frens..~~

~~but i cant.. =(~~

~~its nt fair....~~

~~n dun comfort mii by sayin can celebrate on de 13th or 15th feb...~~

~~i wanna celebrate it on my actual day....~~

~~its more meaninful lor..~~

~~no matter wat, 14th IS my bday wat...~~

~~why others can celebrate on actual day, i cant..?~~

~~IM DISLIKIN 14TH FEB.... hmph..~~

-manda'sfeelinblueallofasudden-

~~~------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~~~

AND GILLIAN..

I OWE YOU A POST FIRST kaes?

NEXT POST WILL BE FOR YOU n YOU ONLY,PROMISE! (:

Labels: encouragements, personnal, school

♥i'll always remember you
@ 1:37 PM

MANDA's BACK FROM HER HECTIC WEEEK!! (:

okaes..tis week has been VERY eventful n went by VERY fast lor..!!
its been one wk since de koreans had gone... =(
okaes nt main pt! xP haha..

anw..LETS RECALL!! (:

MONDAY!
hmm..had chinese remedial..~
& rach n i sat tog instead.. xP
aww..im sry sansan xP
hahaha..anw it was stupid okae..
coz rach n i kept doin stupid stuff..
welly de willy clinick..GOSH hahaha..
den we were held back by lawrence tan.....
ZZZs lor..!!!
dennnn...rach san n i stayed back awhile sumore...
coz we hadta confront rach.....
AND I RMB ON TIS DAY..SAN DIN TRUST MII!! =((

TUESDAY!
hmmhmm..went out awhile wif mich dear..~
coz she say she wld treat mii lunch!! xP
aww..so nice of her..~~ x3! =)
n I NOE WAT I WANN FOR MY BDAE LE..! ^o^
i wann HSJ cd..
i wann NEWS pacific cd..
i wann a mag wif NEWS/ARASHI on cover..
i wann spend it with my besties!!
these are my top four wishes..~ ^.^
AND ON TIS DAY..
i realised how similar santie n elfie are..~
maybe i will consider takin physcology afterall xP
...and eva since tis day...i became more motivated to study! x)

...and ILOVEGOINGOUTWITHSANTIE! x)

WEDNESDAY!
stayed back to ask ms tay teach us amaths..~ TRIGO!
okaes..after teachin...
we had heart to heart talk..
n we realised how ms tay felt n everythin..
for mii personally, i really feel guilty..
for...nt treasurin her last yr enuf =(
for complainin so much bout lawrence tan to her,
that made her feel so sad over us.. =(
for keepin thins from her... =(
sorry miss tay...
AND YES, i WILL WORK HARD FOR YOUR SAKE,
YES FOR YOUR SAKE, NOT L-T!! n IT'LL BE UR GLORY!
NOT HIS!!! promise =)
..and even MORE motivated to study... GAMBATTE! ^.^

THURSDAY!
well..saw de sec4s take Olvl results..
how do i feel bout it?
i was really scared i ended up cryin next yr on tis day =(
it seemed so hard to get 10> ...im worried for myself sia..
haix..~ YET..im nt in de Os mood sia.. T.T
ANW! rach san n i went to hav lunch tog at PASTAMANIA! HOOTIES! x]

after tat.....
nt oni did san n i eat jelly on de thinkin bench =)
we went my hse =)
& WE CREATED A BLOG FOR US! YES US! WHEE HEES! x)
and..on tis day i realised....
de phrase.....
"dun let mii down"
really motivates manda ALOT..
well, seldom heard though.....
bt oso dependin on hu say it...
coz i dun care if i let SOME ppl down...
at de same time..i CARE if i let some others down..
so, it depends, you know? (:

on tis day...
manda thought of alot alot of thins...
maybe shes goin thru de same process as sandy..
havin EMOTIONAL thoughts..hahaha..

Labels: dear, motivations, personnal

♥i'll always remember you
@ 1:15 PM

if a fat man in red comes into ur room,
in the middle of the nite...
& shoves u into a bag...
dun be scared..
coz i told santa i wanted a fren lyk u for christmas..(:

CAROLLIN!
friday..was busy busy wif carollin..
n i was late as usual >.<" i seriously tink i shld start bein punctual.. bt cant blame mii lor! is lyk meet at BEDOK lei..FAR noe.. anw, was out frm 4plus all de way to 11plus den reach home.. gosh..tire-rin~ bt fun ^o^ n esther missed two buses jux to accompany mii to wait for mine =) n in de end she took de same bus as mii all de way to tp.. wen she lived at HOUGANG.. realli appreciate tat..~ *smiles* anw, i was 15min late oni lahh.. =X haha..went to tis hse..which was LYK A SIMS' HSE.. lyk those MANSION..chaooo BIGG.. anw, at 1st, i found it borin frankly.. bt slowly, i found singin to those ppl.... meaninful..as in.. wen u look into their eyes n sing them de real meanin of christmas, jux feels so satisfactory... >.<" & im lookin so forward to tmr.. nt bcoz tmr's christmas, bt we'll b singin agn! xDD okaes i tink im gettin more christiany lo~ ^.^" im realli learnin de real meanin of christmas lately~ well, im oso startin to love hangin out wif de church youths.. =) & IM SOOOO LOOKIN FORWARD TO YOUTH CAMP 2007!! ((: NEW CAR??!?
sat~ rents brought sis n i to alexandra road? to see cars..
dad wanna buy new car sia..UNBELEVABLE..
anw, he wanted to buy a HONDA sia..
all along he was a NISSAN guy..bt now he wanns honda~
oh well.. =)

gwen is drivin mii..~ LOLX.. =)

though, end up din buy ani car..coz he stil needed to CONSIDER..hmm..~

NEPHEW's FIRST MTH FAMILY GATHERIN

had a family gatherin YTD~ (:
well, it was abit rash n stuff..
bt fun lahh..esp wen watchin ppl play OLD MAID xP
reached tere bout 4plus..
den 7plus~ rents brought us to christmas concert!
nice lor.. i realli admire choirs.. =X

while others played OLD MAID..we were........ (:

jux compare these two pics.. u noe hus phone camera is BETTER.. ^.^v

we took lyk 7-8pics..>.<"..bt lazy post lahh xP

anw..today havin relative gatherin agn!! YAYS!

today will b gettin pressies!! haha..okaes..shall edit agn~(:

"honestly, i'll choose u & __" cant believe i said tat to sandy..>.<"

oh well~ bt guess its true har..? haha...

SANTA will kidnap.. RACH,SAN& MICH for mii!! (:

Labels: besties, carolling, personnal, presents

♥i'll always remember you
@ 5:52 AM

~~bein softhearted is MY FAULT alrite..MINE okae..~~
since YOU keep thinking its MY FAULT..why dun u just LET ME OFF?!
I DUN WANNA BE UR SPY..YOU'RE DE MOST HYPOCRITE PERSON I NOE
im disappointed in you.. though, now i dun care already..
~~wat kinda parent are you =(~~

firstly, i tink ive let mani ppl down.. both ytd n today.. haix..
tink ytd n de day before were sum of de lowest points in my life.. >.<'' bt wadeva lahh okae.. im nt carin anymore.. shedding tears twice in a day is bad enuf.. so yahh.. sorriie to everybody i ignored..or dao..ytd.. hontoni gomen to you esp.. -x33-

MOVING ON...
wanna thank santie(:
though ytd was kinda down..managed to "pick myself up" wen santie came n pei mii~
haha..yupps..tink i mite even be down today if not for tat MEANYY..xP
hahaha..~~though i found out he/she?! is a GAY-BIAN xP~~
THANKS for everything, including de SONGS! esp for NEWS songs(:

I WANN SUMORE PICS & SONGS! xP
& i learnt tat MOST JAPguys SANTIE lyks..are GAYS..xP hahaha..
BTW, MASSU'S A STRAIGHT WOR!! ^o^

& tis elf wanna be FOREVER FAITHFUL ~~to santa~~ jux like MASSU! x3

kusano's a gay xP looks wat hes doin to MY MASSU! xP
anw..i love love love tis pic... "the joy of friendship" i agree! x))

sumhow it reminds mii of that drawing which means alot (:
&&& i tink i rather be AMANDA from now..~~coz de robot said manda is les xD~~
all in all, ilove~~santie~~massu ;DD

AND..mite be staying over at my church fren's hse tmr.. SEE FIRST.. i haven packed >.<" AND..de rooms were jux painted TODAY..n THEY STINK.. mum even wanted mii n sis go my cousin's hse stay jux now..haha.. guess we'll b slpin in de living room today..COOL! reminds mii of camps..... aww mann...

Labels: dear, massu, personnal, stayover

♥i'll always remember you
@ 1:11 PM