Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own
The World Comes To Life and Everythings Alright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty You Are
When You Open Your Heart And Believe In
Someone Who knows When You're Lost and
You're Scared There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone You Can Count On, Someone Who Cares Besides You
Where Ever You Go
When The Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You, You'll Feel All Alone
When You Dont Know Which Way To Go
And There's No Signs Leading You On
You're Not Alone

this week's been a lil tiring, and sian..
nt sayin tat sch's sian, coz it never is , with the gaaals :)
just kinda gettin sick of doin tutorial, readin lecture notes to understand, attendin lectures to lullaby me, attendin my fav sub lesson and get screamed at -.-
honestly, im losing interest in econs..
coz im beginning to give up in it :(
can be seen from my C falling to a S? :/
coz ive been tryin.. and when i gave 98% of my best, i ONLY got a C ? :(
so din see the point of studying hard..
plus with all de discouragements by econs teacher,
i dun see the reason behind my tryings to get Cs Bs or even aimin for an A at the end of next yr
i dun see why im working so hard for econs for...
since A is so hard to get.. i dun see the need to put my hope in it..
might as well concentrate in chem and maths :(

so sad :( lyk my hamster in de pic xD
i dunnoe why he always stays at that corner and emos.. poor guy
guess hes too stressed with havin a child? xP
this week i rmb once being sad coz i was angry with myself :(
for not being able to do my integration tutorial..
and
annaBELL told me somethin tat kinda made me reflect xP
i was so affected by it, i went home, sit on my toilet bowl and thought of how to improve myself xP
while she sat on her toilet bowl, thinkin of why i was so sian tat day xD
after msg-ing with her tat day,
i really tried to do integration tutorial all by myself
and up til today, i still rmb wat she said :)
i just hope that you will try your best to do each question in the tutorial, is
okay that you dont know, but you must really keep trying ... time, is what you
need.
so my motto now is "just keep tryin" :D
(instead of just keep swimmin.. HAHA! ) sry i just watched nemo on disney channel xP
it was first time this yr, i actually seriously "woke up" xP
and she's the 2nd person in my life, whose words can actually affect me greatly :O
so guoyi says, she'll pass naggin job to bell from now xD
thank youuuu alll for always being there for me :)
whether to teach me maths/chem, nag me, encourage me, or make me laugh :)
cant wait to see them on sunday to bake coookies! :D
AND I CANT WAIT FOR SUSHI TWO WEEKS FROM NOW ! :D
yayyyyyy! X)
You Can Belive In...
The Gift Of A Friend
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