its everyday 5-9.30pm including saturdays. and i even went to work today, a sunday. :(

but ohwell. all for the KACHING. WHY NOT!

so i have been lunching with bell too :)

we both work in the same office, use the same table, but different shifts!!

when i come for work, she leaves. :(

but nice me went down to accompany her for lunch almost everyday this past week! :D

had carl's junior, macs, HANS and KFC with her so far :)

I LOVE BEEFCHILLICHEESEFRIES!!

AND! i brought her to one of my favourite shop to see see look look, MUJI! :D

bought the marshmellows!! the green tea one was disappointingly awful :(

but i like working on w e e k e n d s ! :)

yesterday went work earlier to slack with bell. we went to buy FROLIC :D

and played my phone games til my shift colleagues came.

chit chat with them til 6plus. and GOSH! had to spam my calls to meet my call target.

and today,

i left work few hours earlier with my slack colleagues. :D

well, mostly coz i spammed call again to reach target and then slacked after that :)

my colleague praised me and said i make successful calls very quickly. yay. im a fast worker :D

wanted post a pic of our desk. but lazy.

anyway. just checked out local uni grade profiles again.

and im losing confidence every single day as 4th march approaches.

even though i know, i wont do well,

getting a S for econs or gp will be the most devastating thing to me. :(

S for chem will be saddening, but not devastating coz i kinda expecting it.

S for math will be shocking and disappointing. doubt i will, unless i really made alot of careless mistakes?! :(

getting A for econs or GP would be nearly impossible, but will be the happiest joyest thing for me :D

A for math would be quite impossible but if i do, i'll buy gifts for my math tutor. HAHA.

A for chem would be MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. HAHA. even a B would be impossible already.

SO.... CONCLUSION?

gotta do a portfolio SOOOOON so i can go art,design,media in NTU.

HA, of all we know, i might not even get Cs and Ds to get into that course.

and my back up plan would be SIM economics or business.

and if i do fail chem or any other sub so badly that i have no choice but to retake.... (like a U grade)

i might just break down and jump down from my window beside me now. :(

SO, PEOPLE. most likely i wont say my results here. unless they're pretty good, to me.

so dont ask or sms or call me about it if i dont mention kay. thankyou :'(

♥i'll always remember you
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